Maybe if i was gone, my parents wouldnt feel so tight on money.

[lenny774]

ive had so many surgeries (15) and i feel like if i was out of the picture they might just have a bit more money to take care of whatever they need. maybe im being stupid but it feels like this is the best thing. ill give it 48 hours.

[Rutherford The Brave]

If your parents didnt want you around they wouldnt spend the money on you.
They do it because they want to help you do what you want to do in the future and be who you want to be.

[Ambrosia]

Honestly, Gregory is right. If your parents didn't want you around they wouldn't spend so much money on you. No matter what, they love you. You just don't see that right now because you've let yourself get into a bad place.

[Severus Snape]

ive had so many surgeries (15) and i feel like if i was out of the picture they might just have a bit more money to take care of whatever they need. maybe im being stupid but it feels like this is the best thing. ill give it 48 hours.

I feel like if your parents didn't love you, you wouldn't be here. Obviously you are worth it to them. So why throw away their investment up to this point by taking away what they have worked to save? You wouldn't be saving them anything. You would be subjecting them to immeasurable misery and throwing their money away at the same time.

Stay the course!

[Fiction]

Cutting and Self Harm :arrow: Mental Crisis Forum

[Fushigi]

hmmm money can be replaced but a precious life of their child can not.... thats why they are doing that for u..... so dont feel like that.. ur so lucky to have a parent like that

[Fiction]

They pay to keep you alive. They pay because they care about you so much. If you go and kill yourself now, all their money will have been a waste. If you keep going one day you can repay them. Not in the money way, but by being there and being a good son. :)

[karl]

In 50 year's time when we're old age pensioners I'd love to meet you and talk about this. Come on, your parents obviously love you so please don't give up now. See you in 2061!

[Lost n not yet found]

Ur parents obviously care about u alot because they are spending al of this money on u 2 keep u alive, if u did commit suicide it would hurt them even more, because they would probably blame themselves. Suicide is never the answer, it wil get better i promise ur just in a dark place atm.

[lenny774]

ive been kind of hiding what else has been bothering me.....Im gay,as well as wiccan and im just so confused right now. ik i probably wont commit suicide. ive got too much i want to do (first kiss,prom,get married etc. so ya. im just really damn confused