Sordid Saint
February 9th, 2011, 09:56 PM
So today, I just wanted to get stupid high. For no reason, I just felt that it's been too long since I've done it lol. I was walking around with one of my friends after school, trying to find one of my friends that lets us smoke in the house, but we soon found out that he wasn't around and couldn't hang out. This other kid called us and told us to go to his house. I walked there from across town (lol) and when we got to his house he came out with a blunt already lit :P. (I know this looks like it's going nowhere, but I actually have a question.) So we went behind his house for a little bit and smoked the blunt for a little bit. Then we went into his shed where he had two bongs and other stuff.
We hit the bong a couple times and I coughed wiiiickked bad. I asked him why it was so rough and he told me it was kief. He showed me his grinder and told me to open up the kief holder on the bottom. I opened it and holy crap... there was about 3 grams of kief in it. I had thought that we were only going to smoke regular weed, but he told me that we were smoking a blunt with 1g hash, 1g kief, and 1g weed. That didn't really scare me like it should have, but I haven't really dealt with kief and hash THAT much, so it didn't really bother me at the time. The blunt kept getting clogged because of all the hash in it. We got that down to a little tiny piece of blunt and then he pulled out his bong. This is where I think everything went bad lol.
He packed ANOTHER bowl full of kief and again I didn't think much of it because I didn't know how hard it would hit me in a few minutes. We hit that about once each and then he put some herbal incense on top. He told me that it was really good and fun, and it was called [email protected] Joy. I hit that thinking nothing of it once again because I've never used it before. A few minutes later I was super stoney baloney. I literally was the highest I've ever been I think. But it all went bad. Out of nowhere paranoia started to set in for pretty much no reason at all. I stood up and it all REALLY hit me.
It was way too much.
When I walked my legs were shaking, and I felt really weak and wanted to sit down. We made the maybe 16 foot walk from his shed to behind his house where there was pavement and the paranoia got even worse I asked him about it and he said it's probably just the [email protected] Joy that he had that's doing it. He told me to have a cigarette to help calm me down and mellow the high, and it sounded like a good idea, so I did. It didn't really help at all lol. Me and my friend left the other kids house and he was telling me how it's too much. We called someone that we knew to hang out, and they said they were downtown and that we should go. We started walking "downtown", but we went the wrong way. After 10 minutes (what seemed like an hour) went by, wee noticed and turned around. We passed a cop on the way that was parked randomly in the middle of a quiet street, and we got really scared because of how noticeable we were. I watched him in the car the whole time and he didn't even look up at us so I was relieved.
We got onto main street and started to walk on the sidewalk, but a little further up we could see that it wasn'tt plowed or shoveled at all, so we had to walk on the street -_-. We did that and after a few minutes, an SUV went literally a half a foot away from me when it went by. We decided we should just walk on the 3-4 foot snow and hope that we could walk on it since it's frozen and we wouldn't fall through. We fell through lol. We saw that the other side of the street looked better and that we should cross to over there. We did and it was a lot better over there and I could walk pretty well by that point. Now it's 30 minutes after we left the kid's house and we were starting to feel a tiny bit better, but very very very unnoticeable. By the time we actually got downtown I was feeling a little more better but again not by a lot. We reached McDonalds where our friend was but we saw him crossing the street with a few other of our friends. We walked up to them and they asked what was wrong with my friend that was with me, I told them everything we smoked and they were shocked and told me that they just smoked too but not as much as us.
We went to one of their houses, and my friend that was with me before started passing out on the chair and looked really bad. He stood up and went into the bathroom to throw up and several minutes later he came back and sat back down in the chair to pass out again. My other friends were scared for him but I was still too high to realize how bad he looked. We decided that he should go home to sleep and after several minutes of trying to talk him into it he went. It's now many hours later (at least 6 hours) and I can still feel those after effects of being high. I was paranoid through almost the whole time too.
But I do want to know, has anyone else used the [email protected] Joy before, and if so, was it good or bad because I've read a couple reviews about it and most of them are really bad. Also, do you think that the Mary Joy was the reason for today being a bad experience, or did I just simply take too much?
EDIT: Wanted to say how I felt more in detail. I started to feel like I was going to die. I kept trying to tell myself that I was just bugging and that I'll be ok, but the feelings were way too real. I felt pains in my chest, my throat felt like it was swelling up and I couldn't breathe, and it just felt like a nightmare that there's no way to end and that I'm stuck in it forever. The best way to describe it is that it felt like I was in between life and death, just standing on the border of life and death and that I started to tilt towards the death side. Also, sounds started going off in my head that weren't there, like music, people yelling, and cars honking. It was just a really bad feeling overall.
We hit the bong a couple times and I coughed wiiiickked bad. I asked him why it was so rough and he told me it was kief. He showed me his grinder and told me to open up the kief holder on the bottom. I opened it and holy crap... there was about 3 grams of kief in it. I had thought that we were only going to smoke regular weed, but he told me that we were smoking a blunt with 1g hash, 1g kief, and 1g weed. That didn't really scare me like it should have, but I haven't really dealt with kief and hash THAT much, so it didn't really bother me at the time. The blunt kept getting clogged because of all the hash in it. We got that down to a little tiny piece of blunt and then he pulled out his bong. This is where I think everything went bad lol.
He packed ANOTHER bowl full of kief and again I didn't think much of it because I didn't know how hard it would hit me in a few minutes. We hit that about once each and then he put some herbal incense on top. He told me that it was really good and fun, and it was called [email protected] Joy. I hit that thinking nothing of it once again because I've never used it before. A few minutes later I was super stoney baloney. I literally was the highest I've ever been I think. But it all went bad. Out of nowhere paranoia started to set in for pretty much no reason at all. I stood up and it all REALLY hit me.
It was way too much.
When I walked my legs were shaking, and I felt really weak and wanted to sit down. We made the maybe 16 foot walk from his shed to behind his house where there was pavement and the paranoia got even worse I asked him about it and he said it's probably just the [email protected] Joy that he had that's doing it. He told me to have a cigarette to help calm me down and mellow the high, and it sounded like a good idea, so I did. It didn't really help at all lol. Me and my friend left the other kids house and he was telling me how it's too much. We called someone that we knew to hang out, and they said they were downtown and that we should go. We started walking "downtown", but we went the wrong way. After 10 minutes (what seemed like an hour) went by, wee noticed and turned around. We passed a cop on the way that was parked randomly in the middle of a quiet street, and we got really scared because of how noticeable we were. I watched him in the car the whole time and he didn't even look up at us so I was relieved.
We got onto main street and started to walk on the sidewalk, but a little further up we could see that it wasn'tt plowed or shoveled at all, so we had to walk on the street -_-. We did that and after a few minutes, an SUV went literally a half a foot away from me when it went by. We decided we should just walk on the 3-4 foot snow and hope that we could walk on it since it's frozen and we wouldn't fall through. We fell through lol. We saw that the other side of the street looked better and that we should cross to over there. We did and it was a lot better over there and I could walk pretty well by that point. Now it's 30 minutes after we left the kid's house and we were starting to feel a tiny bit better, but very very very unnoticeable. By the time we actually got downtown I was feeling a little more better but again not by a lot. We reached McDonalds where our friend was but we saw him crossing the street with a few other of our friends. We walked up to them and they asked what was wrong with my friend that was with me, I told them everything we smoked and they were shocked and told me that they just smoked too but not as much as us.
We went to one of their houses, and my friend that was with me before started passing out on the chair and looked really bad. He stood up and went into the bathroom to throw up and several minutes later he came back and sat back down in the chair to pass out again. My other friends were scared for him but I was still too high to realize how bad he looked. We decided that he should go home to sleep and after several minutes of trying to talk him into it he went. It's now many hours later (at least 6 hours) and I can still feel those after effects of being high. I was paranoid through almost the whole time too.
But I do want to know, has anyone else used the [email protected] Joy before, and if so, was it good or bad because I've read a couple reviews about it and most of them are really bad. Also, do you think that the Mary Joy was the reason for today being a bad experience, or did I just simply take too much?
EDIT: Wanted to say how I felt more in detail. I started to feel like I was going to die. I kept trying to tell myself that I was just bugging and that I'll be ok, but the feelings were way too real. I felt pains in my chest, my throat felt like it was swelling up and I couldn't breathe, and it just felt like a nightmare that there's no way to end and that I'm stuck in it forever. The best way to describe it is that it felt like I was in between life and death, just standing on the border of life and death and that I started to tilt towards the death side. Also, sounds started going off in my head that weren't there, like music, people yelling, and cars honking. It was just a really bad feeling overall.