i hate myself

[HeroesAndCons]

I really do
i carved "FAT" on my left arm
i feel fat
i am fat

[Charleigh]

Hun your not fat.
You need to build some confidence in your self hunny, you are a very beautiful and clever girl, and dont let that go to waste! I feel like, you have to self esteem, and you cant recognise yourself as what I see and what other people see. When you cut words into your body hun, it makes you feel more "fat" and "ugly". You are not fat at all, hun if there is anything you ever need, you know where I am.
:hug:

[Njathind]

Hun, your not fat, your a beautiful person. I hope your ok. I really recomend you listen to what charlie ann wrote. Its really good advice and I couldnt put it better myself.

What I said at the beggining, i'm not just sayin it, i looked at your profile pics and you really are beautiful :hug3:

[Mike321]

Your not fat, theres a difference between feeling fat and being it, and you really are not.
What Charlie said is really good advice, I hope your okay

[suza23]

Heather you are not fat. I think you are beautiful just the way you are dont let people tell you youre fat in school just because you way more then 29 pounds doesnt make you fat

[Skeptical Bear]

You don't look fat to me. You actually look very pretty and I mean it. Don't put your self down. You need some confidence and not listen to obnoxious jerks or anything else that gets in your way. Feel happy please!! :)

[BlackenedSilver]

I'm not going to sit here and type "Oh hun your not fat" Though personally I don't think you are but whatever I say your probably not going to listen anyway. I've only been back a few days but from what Ive seen you seem like a very loved and respected person on these forums. If you feel bad about yourself.. don't moan about it.. take action. Go on a diet if you think your fat cause your not going to stop feeling like this until you feel better in yourself.. trust me Ive been there.
I used to be 15 stone and I felt disgusting.. no matter how many people told me I was beautiful I still didn't believe it.. and then I did something about it.. I did the wrong way admittedly but I felt strong for having the willpower to do this. Now I feel so much better, so much more confident I can accept compliments from people without thinking "Oh they are just saying it" (Im not saying you look that heavy btw.. Im just going off my experience cause you dont look anywhere near that weight)
People support you in your decisions.. if you feel better in yourself everything falls into place. So Im my eyes you have a choice, do something to make yourself feel better but if you do, do it the right way not the silly way or learn to accept that your a beautiful person and people love you alot for this. I hope this helps. Let me know <3