Self Harm

[megamikey59]

Is it normal for me to punch the walls, punch myself, cut myself, and hurt myself in any form or way when I'm mad. Cause I seem to want to just beat the shit out of me when I'm mad. I don't f'ing want to act like my step dad, so I just hurt myself instead of hurting others. I feel like just getting a knife and stabbing my hand all the way through cause I'm soo mad right now. Oh, and is it normal that when you fight and you're mad, you either kill the person or get them seriously hurt or get yourself seriously hurt? Cause I've almost killed somebody out of rage then I ended up punching the walls and my hands were all bleeding alot. Oh yea, is it normal for wanting somebody to kill yourself cause you're mad. Cause all day long I want somebody to just kill me cause I'm scared that I'm going to hurt another idiotic being.

[terith]

I'm scared for you,get help NOW!!!!! before it is to late and you end up really hurting somebody/Killing sombody,or vice versa to yourself,don't be scared,get through it and never look back on this and never say,"Oh I want that again,that felt cool."!!! I'm not mad at you im just scared

Try and resist yourself from hurting yourself man,and don't think killing yourself will end it / or having someone kill you / because it won't,it'll cause more and more depression throughout me,your family and any other friends you have,and most likely everyone on VT!!...Don't be stupid and do any of that,,,


*Big Hugs*

[Sapphire]

Ok, I'm going to be honest here. Upon first reading this post I couldn't get past the opening "Is it normal for me to punch the walls, punch myself..."
It seemed attention seeking as it quite obviously isn't normal. I am sorry if this seems aggressive or whatever, it really isn't meant to be. I just feel as if you are being a bit stupid asking the question "is this normal?" "is that normal?" when you know it isn't. I mean you didn't come down in the last shower.

Now I have that out of my system, I can be more helpful.
You need help hunni. No matter what way you look at it. Whether it is help from friends and family or professional help is dependant on what you feel most comfortable with.

Suicide really is not the option. I have been where you are and did try to end it all. But, as I was swallowing the tablets I realised that I still had something to live for. I am not sure what it is at the moment, but its there. There is always something to keep you here, you just have to find it.

(I'm going to state the obvious here) Murder also isn't an option. If you get this angry then maybe asking your GP about some anger management courses you might be able to attend.

And last, but definitely not the least, remember that we are here if you need to talk :hug:

[terith]

Ok, I'm going to be honest here. Upon first reading this post I couldn't get past the opening "Is it normal for me to punch the walls, punch myself..."
It seemed attention seeking as it quite obviously isn't normal. I am sorry if this seems aggressive or whatever, it really isn't meant to be. I just feel as if you are being a bit stupid asking the question "is this normal?" "is that normal?" when you know it isn't. I mean you didn't come down in the last shower.

Now I have that out of my system, I can be more helpful.
You need help hunni. No matter what way you look at it. Whether it is help from friends and family or professional help is dependant on what you feel most comfortable with.

Suicide really is not the option. I have been where you are and did try to end it all. But, as I was swallowing the tablets I realised that I still had something to live for. I am not sure what it is at the moment, but its there. There is always something to keep you here, you just have to find it.

(I'm going to state the obvious here) Murder also isn't an option. If you get this angry then maybe asking your GP about some anger management courses you might be able to attend.

And last, but definitely not the least, remember that we are here if you need to talk :hug:

I couldn't of said it better mate


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