i cant manage

[Dark_Hellfire]

I insulted a friend tonight without meaning too. Next thing I know, I have a deep gash on my arm. Is this my mind punishing me for my wrong doings? It's getting to the point that I just fucking wish I could do a final cut and be done.

[Charleigh]

Ugggh. I hope this isnt what I think ...
But, im sure you didnt mean it, they probly know that too hun <3 x

You can be stronger and better than that, I know you can overcome self harming and be stronger than ever. You are a strong person, no matter what you say, and you should live your live just as better than the rest of us. You deserve so much more than this Dartz, im here if you need to talk hun. Please, if you ever feel like cutting please try and talk to someone hunny. I beleive in you ♥
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[Fushigi]

i think ur just being guilty thats why ur thinking that stuffs i think the best thing u will do is to seek for forgiveness to that friend of urs

[Charleigh]

i think ur just being guilty thats why ur thinking that stuffs i think the best thing u will do is to seek for forgiveness to that friend of urs

What he said ☺
You are a very special guy, and you and I both know that. You have so much to give, and so much people could learn. Dont cut yourself short for what you are, you are worth alot more than you think.

This can be your last cut, this will be your last cut hun. You dont have to take blade to skin anymore, I know you can make it all without cutting. You are STRONG! Please hun, dont let things bother you and make you feel guilty. Im sure the friend knows you didnt mean it, and they know you are a sweet guy and you wouldnt do that to intentionally hurt them (;

Here for you if you need anything
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[Fiction]

You even said yourself there, you didn't mean to do it. We all insult people by accident from time to time. It's normal and it doesn't make you a bad person, so there is no need to punish yourself for it.

Making that final cut would not make anything better for your friend. Imagine how guilty they would feel, because whatever the insult was, i'm sure they don't hate you and still care about you a lot.

Feel free to contact me if you want to talk :)

[katieinwonderlandx]

Sometimes i find that when i feel bad over soemthing thats happened or been said between me or someone else (which is ususally when i get bad) i find that i only have two options to make the bad feeling stop. i either sort it out with the person, or i cut. If i sort it out, the problem is solved as best it can be. if i cut, nothing is sorted, and ive made it all a lot worse. could you explain to ur friend that you didnt mean to insult him? xxx

[Quahog]

Well, we sometimes say things to friends/family that were hurtful, but we really didn't mean them. You didn't need the blade to punish yourself for that.

There is no final cut, there won't be anymore cuts period. Because you're not going to give into the blades. I know it's hard to quit, but we are going to be here to help you.

[Dark_Hellfire]

Thanks for your replies mates. It's just getting to the point that I end up cutting without even realising that I am doing it. Every time something starts getting me down I end up with a few more cuts. It just feels like a whole lot of shit has fallen into my life all of a sudden

People getting insulted over thigns
Friends deciding to just stop talking to me
Medical issues and such

It all just piles up and its like my mind is taking care of it for me. I am really scared how far it might take it though

[Charleigh]

Well, Dartz im here if you ever need to talk ok, I also promise I wont decide to not talk to you, I will be here for you (: Stay strong hun
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