All alone

[terith]

Everyday before school I take a shower...But before about a week ago I liked taking one...but now its the opposite...now at school i have too drag myself to my classes....a week ago I was happy to be near my friends...and now it seems like really I have no one to talk to or anything,sometimes I talk 2 a freaking mirror just to talk to something other then a freaking wall...all my other "friends" in my area have now left me behind...always making excuses like "Shut up,im talking too a really hot chic!" and heres my favorite.."Hey man I gtg i gotta go to my grams house...so yea I am pretty alone right now...and now I have to act different around my parents so they don't freak out and send me to a damn hospital!! and to top that all off I now understand why no girl would ever like me...its because apparently im a "freak" cuz I carry safty pins...and yesterday I took them out and every still looked at me like a freak and talked to me like I am...What should I do too get people to well stop doing that...

Well srry For the Blab

[thesphinx]

i know how you feel atleast about friends, why do you think your parents will send you to a hospital?
have you tried counseling and maybe seeing a phsychiatrist about anti-depressants?
hope i helped a lil' bit.

[terith]

You did man,,the reason why i put that was because i really couldn't concentrate,and i'm going to my conseler tommarrow to see what she might do to help

[JoshDude]

I feel the same way, i always liked going to school and chilling with friends. Mainly at my primary school anyway. But ever since high school i have always just been a real tag along with the guys i hang out with.

[terith]

Can someone close this???