No More.

[Carl Z]

I can't take this anymore, this is not an attention seeking thread. I'm debating on running away or taking my own life. Every day is painful, far too painful to endure, when I see my family falling apart, death overtaking my family. the happiness inside me has dissapeared. People have noticed this change, they try to help but it doesn't work. Taking my life will stop the pain, the suffering, the torment i go through, Running away will numb it for a while..

[Fiction]

I went through exactly the same thing in my head the other day, I understand.

Have you actually properly asked for help? Have you told someone exactly how you feel? If you do this it might help you more.

[Carl Z]

I did, once. The person there just asked me questions as if i was an idiot. She didn't understand.

[Quahog]

I really hope that you don't go through with this. You're making a very bad decision. I really hope that you change your mind about therapists. It might seem like they don't help, but they do.

It isn't going to solve anything, and it won't take the pain away. I don't want anything bad to happen to you, nobody else here does. You need to talk to a professional about your problems. Be honest with them.

[Charleigh]

Hun, running away doesnt do shit, only makes it worse for you.

Instead of running away and escaping for a while, why dont you get some help?
I see your from New Zealand, so here are some help lines I searched for you~

Youth Help line - 0800 37 66 33
24 Hours - Free

0800 KIDSLINE (0800 543 754)
Call between 4 - 6pm weekdays - Free

0800 WHATSUP (0800 942 8787)
Seven days a week, from 12 midday to 12 midnight - Free

Good luck hun, im here if you need to talk!
:hug:

[Robbie]

I understand what your going through completely, but everytime i think of doing something like this i just think of my friends and what they mean to me.