I feel like I should be dead

[Dunce]

Everyday's the same. Whatever happens, I don't care. It's such a chore to be here. Getting up, eating breakfast. It's horrible. Going to school. Doing the same work, same homework. Seeing the same people. Being forced to care about things I don't.
Even when I just want to lie down and rest, it never satisfies me. I feel like I'm dead.
Nothing means anything to me. I hate this place. I just want to switch off and get someone to fix me.

[Fiction]

I know exactly how you are feeling. I feel the same a lot of the time. The thing that keeps me going is the thought that things will change eventually. Is there a way you can make changes to your life? I'm leaving school and going to college at the end of this year. That's the change i'm making to try and sort out feeling like this. Maybe there is something like that you can do? :)

Feel free to pm me if you want to talk, I understand how you feel :)

[screamtobeheard]

I absolutely understand where you're coming from. Life can definitely be hard to handle a lot of times, especially when you feel like this. If you want to talk about it at all, feel free to PM me. I'm all ears. :hug3:

[Fushigi]

yea!! i know how u feel!... i feel the same but... think positive i know u will get the life uve been waiting for... :D u will be happy someday

[Fiction]

Read my previous post. Then consider this. I attempted last night. It did nothing but get me put in hospital. it's done nothing but make me feel worse. Suicide is not some kind of magical cure.