anamcara
February 2nd, 2011, 09:23 AM
so...i keep having this dream, well sort of, its like my escape, and it started when i listened to emilie autumn's marry me, and it pops into my head and overtakes everything when i listen to it, so...
there's a padded room, and lining the edges of the room are mentally insane people in straight jackets, jumping and shouting and screaming and what-not, but in the middle of the room there is a man and a woman, in victorian clothes, elegant, and they are dancing, (like the dancing of victorian times) smiling even, and nothing can break their embrace, they can dance with eachother forever, even after the music stops.
its my masqurade in madness lol
when i get panicky or stressed or upset i say out load to myself "think of the padded room" and i sometimes dance around my room with my eyes closed like they do in my head, i talk to myself about it to, i talk to myself all the time when im alone.
sometimes i worry that i could have something more than depression, (though ive never been diagnosed with anything like that)
i dont know what the point of posting this was, just to tell someone about it i suppose, im sorry
xx
there's a padded room, and lining the edges of the room are mentally insane people in straight jackets, jumping and shouting and screaming and what-not, but in the middle of the room there is a man and a woman, in victorian clothes, elegant, and they are dancing, (like the dancing of victorian times) smiling even, and nothing can break their embrace, they can dance with eachother forever, even after the music stops.
its my masqurade in madness lol
when i get panicky or stressed or upset i say out load to myself "think of the padded room" and i sometimes dance around my room with my eyes closed like they do in my head, i talk to myself about it to, i talk to myself all the time when im alone.
sometimes i worry that i could have something more than depression, (though ive never been diagnosed with anything like that)
i dont know what the point of posting this was, just to tell someone about it i suppose, im sorry
xx