2 Months

[Syvelocin]

It was either here or the psych ward.

This wasn't meant to be anything. It was a styled rant, really. Don't take it as a poem.

There is actually point in the italics and bold, by the way. Hint, the two parts don't go together.

2 Months (Duet)

I destroy myself emotionally
intentionally
without even once noticing I do this.
it feels like it's what's best.


I've learned that the main thing I desire
"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to
love and be loved in return"
is what I'm forced to leave behind
for seven long years.

But it is all boiled down
it is all I have left.

Please be there when I'm granted my chance
to have again what was so precious
I couldn't even comprehend.

I can't handle losing more than I have.

"When all your wishes are granted
many of your dreams will be destroyed"

I'm still eleven.
I haven't changed.
Maybe just a little.
I look different, I think different.
but I act and feel just the same.
It will be the same.
I will never leave.


How empty this world really is.
You can scream all you want but no one will look up.
That's a fact.
"there's no one left for you"

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That's better.

[Magenta]

"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to
love and be loved in return"

I may have grinned just because I saw that. Favourite quote ever. :3

I liked reading it. Is it sort of like a song? It might just be me 'cause I'm sitting next to my piano and everything looks like a song to me when I'm near an instrument.

[Syvelocin]

Lol :P Yeah, there are a couple quotes in the italic part of it that I wanted to add. That one just worked concerning the topic.

It wasn't a song in my head, I just wrote down what I was thinking :P I couldn't write a song with lyrics if I tried. I've written my own piano pieces, but I can't seem to make any lyrics I put with it sound good.