Tired of trying.

[Noooooooooo]

I can't quit it. I just don't want to. Everyday that I haven't cut just makes me feel worse. I don't care how many scars I have got. I don't care if someone takes notice of my scars anymore. All I want is to cut.
No, I can't quit. It is really hard for me to quit so quitting is out of the question. I have tried every distraction for quitting SH but none of them work. I don't know what to do about this. Everyday keeps getting harder for me. I don't know what's worse - cutting or the thoughts I have about suicide everyday...

[Njathind]

Hey, I know exacly how you feel, I'm in the same position here. Cant stop and really dont want to stop. The thoughts your having, i'd do something about them soon, ya see I'm getting help now, because I acted on my thoughts aswell, I tried to end it all but I got saved and I'm gonna get help, I hope :whoops:

You really need to tell someone about this, get the help you deserve. Before you end up doing something silly.

You just gotta try, really hard. Although I'm guessing your at that stage where trying just does not work? I hope your ok?

:hug: BTW I addedd you on skype so if you wanna talk I'm here.

[Quahog]

Thinking about hurting yourself period isn't a good idea. It's alright. Sometimes, we never know why we cut. We know its wrong, but we do it anyways. We just can't keep away from the blades. Each day you don't cut, is a big accomplishment. You should feel proud of yourself. It wouldn't be worth it to go through all those days, just to start over again.

Try not to look at your scars. I know scars are easy to notice, but if you try not to think about them, it probably won't be as hard. We are all here for you.

[MadManWithaBox]

You don't care now. But you will. Those thoughts will go away, I promise. Cutting isn't a solution, it'll make things worse. Keep going", keep buggering on, KBO. remember that, and try and get help. Pm me if you need me

[Noooooooooo]

Thanks for the replies guys. I'm not sure that I'm that strong to quit right now but I'll give it another try.

[georgiamay]

Thanks for the replies guys. I'm not sure that I'm that strong to quit right now but I'll give it another try.

you are strong enough, everyone is.

I know how you feel, I've been through stages where I just don't care about the scars anymore. But you might not care about them now, but in a few years time, you will. I have scars on my thighs and hips that will still be there when I go on holiday in the summer, and now I have to live with them for... a long time I think.

If you don't feel like you can stop self harming completely, just do it gradually. Maybe try and do it every other day, and then every 3 days, and then every 4 and so on. It prevents nasty relapses if you do it gradually.

:hug3:

[Noooooooooo]

If you don't feel like you can stop self harming completely, just do it gradually. Maybe try and do it every other day, and then every 3 days, and then every 4 and so on. It prevents nasty relapses if you do it gradually.

:hug3:

Thanks. I might try that :)

[Alaph]

I can't quit it. I just don't want to. Everyday that I haven't cut just makes me feel worse. I don't care how many scars I have got. I don't care if someone takes notice of my scars anymore. All I want is to cut.
No, I can't quit. It is really hard for me to quit so quitting is out of the question. I have tried every distraction for quitting SH but none of them work. I don't know what to do about this. Everyday keeps getting harder for me. I don't know what's worse - cutting or the thoughts I have about suicide everyday...

You can stop cutting, keep trying.