Skeptical Bear
January 31st, 2011, 11:22 AM
I've always tried to make friends. Hang out with them, but they always make up an excuse to not hang out for some reason, and I can tell a bit that they could care less. They never ask me to hang out or anything so I usually do the asking my self. It's been happening for a long time and it pisses me off. I only have one friend who I've known for a about 8 or 9 years but we barely hang out anymore. I have been wanting to expand with friends. I don't know if it's because I'm very shy that makes them not want to get to know me. I have given up on this bullshit and use my Xbox and computer to use as an excuse of not being lonely. I just recently got asked to hang out but she said she couldn't at the last minute, because she had to go to some party. Brought my hopes up a bit and then she just took it away. I'm lucky enough that I have my friend to hang out, time to time, but I still feel lonely.