Fiction
January 30th, 2011, 08:02 PM
The never ending repition.
Over and over,
Her head repeating it's abuse.
It never stopped,
Not for one second.
Not to sleep, not to enjoy, not to love.
She grabbed the fat that she possesed around her waist.
She pulled at it, as though trying to rip it off.
She knew the only way to get better,
to get thinner,
was to stop.
To stop devouring the calories.
The calories that killed her mentally.
Everytime she ate, another wave of guilt.
She couldn't help it.
She couldn't help being this fucked up, vain wretched creature she had become.
Living and caring for one thing only.
Single track mind.
Her weight.
Her life.
Her obsession.
Over and over,
Her head repeating it's abuse.
It never stopped,
Not for one second.
Not to sleep, not to enjoy, not to love.
She grabbed the fat that she possesed around her waist.
She pulled at it, as though trying to rip it off.
She knew the only way to get better,
to get thinner,
was to stop.
To stop devouring the calories.
The calories that killed her mentally.
Everytime she ate, another wave of guilt.
She couldn't help it.
She couldn't help being this fucked up, vain wretched creature she had become.
Living and caring for one thing only.
Single track mind.
Her weight.
Her life.
Her obsession.