Plain and Simple.... Right?

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I want my blade... No, wait, I want something bigger, longer, sharper.

Its been too long. I've held out... I don't know, it must be a week. I don't count. But the cuts on my leg have healed. It's time I did it again. Before everything gets ontop of me.

Maybe... Just maybe, I'll be able to get to sleep if I do....

I'm sick of feeling tired and nothing else. Either I can't sleep and keep waking up, or I have shit loads of sleep and wake up tired... Either way I can't win...

I've waited so long.... I deserve the pain... The blood.

Hmm, friend wont be happy but.... Blade...

[Quahog]

No, you don't need it. A week is a big accomplishment. You don't want to start all over. I really don't want you to go back to cutting.

[Fiction]

If you've gone a week, you can carry on. A week is good.

If you did it again now, you make all the time you spent not doing it pointless.

If your cuts have healed why replace them with new ones? All that will do it mean you can wear what you want again, it will mean you have to continue to hide yourself.

Distract yourself with anything- reading, writing, music, to stop yourself from cutting.

Good luck.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

No, you don't need it. A week is a big accomplishment. You don't want to start all over. I really don't want you to go back to cutting.

But, I do. It makes me less snappy, less easily annoyed :/

If you've gone a week, you can carry on. A week is good.

If you did it again now, you make all the time you spent not doing it pointless.

If your cuts have healed why replace them with new ones? All that will do it mean you can wear what you want again, it will mean you have to continue to hide yourself.

Distract yourself with anything- reading, writing, music, to stop yourself from cutting.

Good luck.

But, my life is full of pointless anyway, what's the harm in one more pointless thing happening? I cut in places where it doesn't take much to hide them, that I can still wear everything I normally do. I've tried, I am trying, nothings working...

[Fiction]

You might not regret it now, but in the future do you want a lasting reminder of everything? Something that any future partners will see?

My favourite lyric ever is "I didn't realise that instead of setting it free, I took what I hated and made it a part of me". Think about that.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I just don't see the point. What's one more scar added to many others? At the end of the day, its a part of me.

and i love that song. And I will,I am...

Sorry, I don't want it sound like im being ungrateful or anything, I do appreciate you trying to help.

[Fiction]

It's one scar now, but tomorrow it'll be another "one more scar". When does it stop being one more scar?

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I see your point but... Its just an excuse, I'm not strong enough

[Fiction]

You are if you put your mind to it. Even if it's just getting through tonight.

[georgiamay]

you don't need to cut, no one does. Everyone is strong enough to resist the urges. If you want to do "just one cut" you know that's not what it'll be. It'll turn unto one more, then another, and then another. The next thing you know you're back to your old habits again.

Trust me, it's not worth it.

[Lost n not yet found]

I totally agree with everything said above, gone 6 days now takin day by day. Try calming down n try doing something to distract you. As for sleeping try and before you sleep try techniques to relax you. :). Always here if u wanna talk xxx

[Mike321]

A week is really good, its an achievement, is it really worth throwing it all away?
And if your previous cuts have healed, it would be a shame to replace them with fresh ones.
I've been in a similar situation made it so far, cuts have healed up and then given into the urges. Its really, really not worth it, you only come to regret it later on. I know I did.
Your stronger than this, you can make it another week