i hate to say it but

[LittleEpidemic]

i cant
i cant do this
it's nagging at me louder and louder

the only reason i'm here right now is because i'm too scared of what lies after the last breath...

i just want this all to be over ><

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Yes you can.
Just, ignore it as best you can. Please?
Stay strong.
Have some faith, you can get through this.

I'm here if you want to talk.

[LittleEpidemic]

im ignoring it, have been for what seems like forever, 10 days ...
i tried earlier but theres no sharp knives in my house and i threw out my blade
i just wanna rip myself to shreds ><

and random and off topic, im listening to the song in your sig :L

[LoveMe_HateMe]

If you've gone 10 days, you can go one more, then another and so on,
No sharp knives and no blade is surely a good thing?
Try reading, or writing. Just something that can take your mind off everything for abit

and aha! I love that song :) and the band xD

[LittleEpidemic]

i know in the end its a good thing
god knows what state id be in if those knives were sharp...
and papa roach are legends :L

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Just stay strong and stay away from them so you wont have to find out what state you could be in.... if that makes any sense...

and aha, they sure are, and jacoby is hot (;

[LittleEpidemic]

Im trying
But its just getting harder ><

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Stay strong, you CAN get through this.

[Quahog]

10 days might not seem like a long time, but it is. I know that you can keep going. Remember to post in the non self harm calender, as it helps many people.

[Fiction]

That fear is what keeps everybody alive. There are very few people who have not thought at one point that they want to be dead, even if just for that moment, but that fear stops them. You are not alone.

Cutting will not solve any of your problems, in fact it will only make them worse. It's coming up to summer soon, do you want to be able to wear short sleeves? Quit before while your ahead because if you carry on like this it'll get to the poitn where you have scars that won't fade. Your scars will take over you life, and you'll regret it so much.

Use distractions. This can be anything- reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, posting on here; anything.

Good luck and keep going :)

[LittleEpidemic]

yeah i failed...
i havnt counted but i now have a nice red anklet
i suppose atleast i feel better...

[FullyAlive]

It's ok you can try again, just keep going, don't give up! :hug:

[Lost n not yet found]

Don't give up there is a fighter in everyone you just need 2 find it, it may take a while but i promise it will get better :yes:

[Mike321]

Dont let it get you down, just try again, dont give up on the thought that you can do this.
Things will get better

[jbraud]

you can get through this. i was the same way, and i'm getting better. just take it one day at a time. Whatever you do, do not give up.