nybabygirl
January 30th, 2011, 01:30 PM
23 days ago I went on a crash diet. I've been having one slim fast shake and a cup of fruit everyday and it's making my mom frustrated with me because i only eat when I realllllyy have to because im about to faint or something. Then, everytime I find guys that I think are cute my "friends" are all over them. There was someone that really liked me until one of my "friends" stalked him and tried to move in on him before we even went on a date. There's really only two people I think I can come close to trusting right now. My cousin and the only other person who listens. The problem with the only other person who listens is I feel insanely weird telling him my problems cause I used to like him and I kinda still do a little bit. When I started feeling like there was nothing in my life I could control, I turned to things I never saw myself doing and on top of all of this, I have to worry about grades and water polo. I don't know how to manage my life.