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Aceso
January 29th, 2011, 05:49 PM
I've finally crashed.
God, all the memories, the pain, everything's coming back too fast. I'm cutting again, and purging.
But its worse. Ten, A hundred, A thousand times worse, because I've been through it before, and I know its going to get worse from here. The suicidal thoughts are back, more and more convincing every day.
I'm just not sure if I'll make it through this time...I can't hold on forever...
Noooooooooo
January 29th, 2011, 06:15 PM
I know exactly how you feel. I'm in the same situation. I wish I had some advice to give you but I pretty much am in the same boat.
Aceso
January 29th, 2011, 06:17 PM
I know exactly how you feel. I'm in the same situation. I wish I had some advice to give you but I pretty much am in the same boat.

It's comforting to know that I'm not alone, thank you. :hug:
Quahog
January 29th, 2011, 06:19 PM
It's alright to feel the way that you are feeling. I hope that you don't do anything you would regret.

Did you quit cutting, and now you are going back to it? If that's the case, it's alright. We all have times where we relapse. We're here to help you, and you can always come here and talk to us. Post in the non self harm calender, that usually helps lots of people.
Aceso
January 29th, 2011, 06:26 PM
It's alright to feel the way that you are feeling. I hope that you don't do anything you would regret.

Did you quit cutting, and now you are going back to it? If that's the case, it's alright. We all have times where we relapse. We're here to help you, and you can always come here and talk to us. Post in the non self harm calender, that usually helps lots of people.

I stopped for about 6 months, buy yes, I have started again, and I have started purging as well. :(
Alaph
January 31st, 2011, 02:09 PM
What happened to make you feel like this?
Love.Hate
January 31st, 2011, 02:34 PM
Im sorry to hear you are feeling so bad.
But ending it wont help at all. Thats running away from your problems,
you need to face up to them instead. You are a strong girl and you have proved that because you quit SH for 6 months. See this as a bad phase. Things will get better, they always do. You just have to hold out and stay strong. Im sorry my advice isnt very good, but dont do something you will regret. And try to not purge as much because that has huge affects on your health, your not worth this hun. You will get through it.
Keep safe xx