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[Ambrosia]

My dad has never laid a hand on me before...Ever. Never ever ever ever. He just shoved me twice. Very hard. I know its my own fault and I should have just kept my mouth shut. But then he wouldn't go away...And I asked him to...I wasn't even yelling but he was. And I cut my leg so deep and I didn't even realize it. And I'm bleeding a lot but I can't go get any paper towels. I'm going to be late for fucking work because they won't take me now. I can't stop bleeding. And I can't leave my room. And my bottoms are covered in blood. And I'm going to be late to fucking work...And I've been slapped by my mom before but my dad has never touched me before now. And I hope he's fucking happy with himself. And my sister is going to find out about the fight and she is going to scream at me and tell me how selfish I am and how I should be grateful he didn't hit me and how i deserved it. I'm fucking stupid.

[Charleigh]

Ok take a moment here.
You are not stupid, you have just taken a little turn for the worst. You can get through this. Your dad may be under alot of pressure and stresses that you might not be aware of, and maybe he just snapped and you were the closest to him at the time.
As for your cut, try and stop the bleeding and maybe ring in work sick and go to the hospital to get it checked out.
Good luck, im here if you ever need to talk
:hug:

[Fiction]

A similar thing happened with me and my mum a few years back. She'd slapped me before but this was different, she shoved me against a wall.

If he's never laid a hand on you before now then I wouldn't worry too much about it, because it might not happen again.

I don't know what you did, but if your sister finds out try telling her it's nothing to do with her?

[Mike321]

Your not stupid, we all have bad moments and make mistakes.
As for your dad, if its not like him to do something like that, I think what Kathy said is right, he may never do it again. Maybe he has some other stuff on his mind and getting stressed out about it and just snapped?
And why would your sister react like that towards you?

[Ambrosia]

My sister is 25 years old. She thinks she has to be my second mother and I'm not sure why. When she is supposed to be on my side, helping me, she gets with the others and screams with them. It's like sometimes she forgets what it was like to be a teenager all 8 years ago.

But yeah. My dad has never touched me. My mom used to always slap me or my sister but even though it's okay for mothers to slap their kids I hate it and have made sure she is never close enough.

One fight got replaced with another. So those issues are done. We're onto a whole new problem x10.