I hate everyone

[green]

ok so heres the deal. A few months ago i experimented with a guy friend, problem is i had a girlfrind at the time. what can i say, i was not in a good place. so she found out and i explained to some other people who i cheated on her with and these people who i thought i could trust have told everybody. now i dont know whotold but i stat back at school in a few weeks and im pretty sure im gonna be given these real awesome nicknames like faggot and bitch. i dont know if i can deal with it and everyone else has their own little fucking stories aout how oh it wasnt me who told everyone,so i cant trust anyone. most of my friends are homophobic and even though im not gay there gonna think that im gay and go piss of. i dont know if i can deal with it and i swear to god i feel like blowing the shit out of everyone at my school. right now i cope by taking out my anger through music but i dont know how long i can do that. Its still 5 years till i can get the fuck out of this town for good. what should i do. do you think people will forget?

[Charleigh]

People dont really forget things like that. I will be truthful with you, you will get the shit torn out of you for a while but after a while things will start to die down. Also... if you did kiss a guy while you had a girlfriend that is pretty deep. You cant change what you have done. Just take no notice of the comments and snidey remarks, they are nothing.
Im here if you need to talk.

[Wisconsin]

as charlie said: you cant change the past. it just is. so my suggestion: either go back to school and get it over with or get home schooled or if u can go to a different school district. but whoever told: if you found out it was a friend then it wasnt a friend at all. and if it was ur gf...well she couldve done it to because she felt wronged or because she wasnt a very good gf in the first place

[restricted NA]

The best thing to do is to stand your ground and to not get discouraged. Everything is going to be ok. You can only go forward now, don't stay away from school because everyone will remember your mistake longer, just go to school. What you did was wrong, but not the most horrible thing in the world. Over time pick up the pieces slowly begin to maybe apologize to your girl friend, just show that you do care. If your friends don't accept your past your mistake , then they're not your true friends. I hope this helps, you can talk to me any time . :)

[Fushigi]

u should think about the consequences before u did that stuffs... but u should face that with all ur strength and courage probably they will forget it someday but not too easy... there is a saying "time will heal" u should wait for the right time to come :)

[DarkNick]

Even all the things that had happened stay strong and don't let them get you down...
It would be hard to go on with that but try to focus on something else and don't let your heart hear them as much as possible :(

[MyRedHeadWorld]

People are gunna say shit to you about it, sure, But they Probably will forget and Most the time, they're just looking for the most intresting gossip they can find. Some other poor sap will do sank soon, redoncuals or not, and then people will say stuff about them. for now you should lay low and just deny all of it to people who you dont like and maybe even these homaphobic friends you have? Life is hard sometimes, and we just have to deal with The douches and bitches ¬¬