It kills me :(

[Lifeguard18]

There is this guy I really really really time 10 to the power of 8000000 like.

Everyday we say I love you too each other (as a joke) and give each other a hug. But when I say I love you, I mean it and he doesn't know.

Idk if he gay or bi. I've been talking to him for a few days about different things. And I havnt mentioned how I feel about him or my sexuality.

I want to hang out with him real bad to see how things go and progress.

The other day at a club meeting, I saw him and said I love you, of course he would say it back. He sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder and I did the same back. We sat like that for five minutes and then he got up. I didn't want it to end. Lol.

I just want to be with him forever.

And he is so funny and is his own person and that's what I like about him the most. He would dress up in a chicken costume and go to a restaurant and wouldn't care what people think about him or how silly he looked.

And I have the strongest urges to kiss him soooo bad. Like the title says, THIS KILLS ME!!!

SOMEONE MAKE HIM LOVE ME!!!!!! Lmfao xD

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[mr.sexy_bomb]

Aww that's so cute, hmm
You should chill more with him to see If he is into you without you giving your self away ;)

[Lifeguard18]

Aww that's so cute, hmm
You should chill more with him to see If he is into you without you giving your self away ;)

Thanks :D and im gonna try my hardest to hang with him even if its with a bunch of people or just him and I.

And I hug a lot of people. Lol and he does to. But when we hug it just feels so real.

I don't want to be single anymore and I don't want another guy like my ex who was a total douche bag. And when we went out, I thought I had my first kiss until I realized that I was just being used. In reality, I never had my real first kiss yet. I want it with this guy I like.

This is so frustrating. Aaaahhhh if only I had three wishes that would come true......

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[sdude]

Just keep telling him you love him and if he feels the same way, that kiss may come true....my guess is he knows you mean it...he may or may not be gay...but you probably still have a friend that loves you, and that is cool!!

[Lifeguard18]

Just keep telling him you love him and if he feels the same way, that kiss may come true....my guess is he knows you mean it...he may or may not be gay...but you probably still have a friend that loves you, and that is cool!!

I will keep telling him that. Lol. And I don't think he knows I mean it cause I don't say it in a way that tells I mean it. I have a lot of friends that love me. Lmao. But I understand what your saying. And I really hope that kiss comes true too :D

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[Fourth Dimension]

aw this is sweet you should just hang out with him more and see what happens

[Lifeguard18]

aw this is sweet you should just hang out with him more and see what happens

thanks :) and im going to try too

[Lights]

Sounds like he's pretty relaxed with you. So because of that, I think you're in a good position to talk to him about something like sexuality. From how you've described him, even if he is straight, I don't think he's going to turn on you.
Sounds like a real good guy you've got here. Talk to him, before it's too late. :rolleyes:

[Lifeguard18]

Sounds like he's pretty relaxed with you. So because of that, I think you're in a good position to talk to him about something like sexuality. From how you've described him, even if he is straight, I don't think he's going to turn on you.
Sounds like a real good guy you've got here. Talk to him, before it's too late. :rolleyes:

Thanks. He is a really good guy. And I know for a fact that he wouldn't care about my sexuality. And I hope its not too late. Cause if it is, ill be very sad. Lol. And he wears glasses sometimes that just look too cute on him. Im gonna try to ask him to hang out with me next weekend.

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[tyler007]

I think that you should hang out with him more, and see if you pick up on anything. It sound like he is a great guy, and if you do decided to tell him how your truely feel, just do it when your alone with him. But sounds like he still be your freind, even if hes bi or gay. Good luck

[Lifeguard18]

I think that you should hang out with him more, and see if you pick up on anything. It sound like he is a great guy, and if you do decided to tell him how your truely feel, just do it when your alone with him. But sounds like he still be your freind, even if hes bi or gay. Good luck

Thanks. He is a great guy. He will be anyone ones friend, literally. I don't want to get all my hopes up. Im gonna ask my mom if a few friends can come over and have a sleepover and ill invite him.

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[tyler007]

Hey a sleep over is a great idea, and with a few other friends it would seem weird to him. And you get to hang out, and maybe sleep next to him on the floor, or in the bed.
A sleep over is a great way to get to know ppl better. Good Luck

[Bkylblk]

Hey Man, Just persevere and keep your hopes high. Good Luck with this Guy

[Lifeguard18]

Bad news guys, he couldn't make it to the sleep over and I found out a few days ago he has a girlfriend. Onto the next one for me. My hunt shall start up again.

But it sucks so much though :( well at least I can still tell him about my sexuality.

And Thanks for all of your advice :)

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[Lights]

Sad to hear that, mate. Good luck for the future.

[Lifeguard18]

Sad to hear that, mate. Good luck for the future.

Thanks :) ill find someone, I know I will

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[ikhasgkfjh]

I was gonna try to help before I saw your last post. Im sorry to hear that. You'll find someone just like him. There are plenty more fish in the sea. Good luck. :) If you need any advice or anything PM me.

[Lifeguard18]

I was gonna try to help before I saw your last post. Im sorry to hear that. You'll find someone just like him. There are plenty more fish in the sea. Good luck. :) If you need any advice or anything PM me.

Thatnk you :) and I hope I find someone, but NO ONE can match up to him. The girl who is going out with him has an awesome guy. I know that I can find someone in time :)

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