I hate myself.

[Brittany123]

:( I never thought I would ever be blaming anyone for my cutting, I guess I'm not. But I'm so mad at him, his name is Chris. Last year we were best friends, we hung all the time till I switched schools. I came back this semester, but he pretty much ignored me. So anyway I was tagged in a picture and so was he, he commented saying ewww. I thought he was joking so I said "awww I'll go cry now" and then to my surprise he said "or youu could kill yourself instead". I couldn't stop crying but I thought maybe it could have nbeen a cruel joke so I ignored it. the next day I heard my friend talking to him about it, he called me a bitch and how I was annoying. he knew I could hear him and he even said how he didn't care if I died. so I went how and for the first time cut my wrist (I usually cut my legs) and even though it was shallow I wished it would kill me. I can't deal with this mostly because I didn't do anything to him. I know in the end it is my fault that I cut but I don't know what to do about Chris. :mad:

[Quahog]

I'm very sorry you're going through that. He's just a stupid boy, and he's not really a friend if he is going around doing things like that.

It's ok to feel sad, but cutting is something that a lot of people feel guilty about. If you need help to stop, or if you need help going through it, you can always come here and explain it to us. There are lots of people who are in your situation, and there are lots of people who have went through cutting and can be able to help you.

I really don't want you to hurt yourself, and I just want you to understand that they aren't friends to begin with, if they do things like that.