Why me?

[Aceso]

I don't feel sad or depressed. I just feel emotionless. I need to feel something. I feel like everything I do is wrong. Every time I try to help someone I make it worse. There is no reason for me to live. I can't live like this, But I can't change. And it's killing me.
I'm just waiting for my straighteners to heat up. :( I think it's going to be bad. My first time since god knows when.
I'm sorry for the pointless post. I just need to get it out.

[Fiction]

I used to burn with my staighteners all the time. It's leaves bad scars. I have a huge scar on my hand where I used straighteners to burn in and loads on my legs from almost a year ago. Don't do it, it's not worth it.

You can't feel but how is burning yourself going to make you feel? it's not, it's just going to make things worse in the long run.

Please stop before you do it? I hope I caught you in time.

[Aceso]

I used to burn with my staighteners all the time. It's leaves bad scars. I have a huge scar on my hand where I used straighteners to burn in and loads on my legs from almost a year ago. Don't do it, it's not worth it.

You can't feel but how is burning yourself going to make you feel? it's not, it's just going to make things worse in the long run.

Please stop before you do it? I hope I caught you in time.

I know. I couldn't do much, but I want to do more. :(

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I know what you mean helping people is my way of coping so if i screw up it feels worse than ever. If you ever need to talk PM me i have no life so you can almost always contact me.

[Quahog]

That doesn't seem like great idea. I really hope you don't do that. We're all here for you, and I really don't want you to burn yourself. I know your going through a lot, but I really don't want you to do anything that could end up with you being hurt.