Getting worse,

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

"Oh no, ur not fat dont be stupid". "U shouldnt feel guilty" " U look fine". But I dont. Everytime I take a bite of anything I feel repulsed, disgusted with myself. Ill start to wonder if someone put "Something" in it, or if anyone is judging the nasty fat girl in the corner,I hate it. I cant get these thoughts outta my head. Im so fearful of gaining any weight, I used to barely beable to eat infront of people, now its almost impossible. People dont understand it, they make hurtful & mean comments. I cant take constantly being dizzy & light headed, but I cant bring myself to stop starving and purging, im just getting worse& idunno what to do,

[Fiction]

I'm in exactly the same situation as you right now. You just have to look at what other people are eating. Realise you are eating so much less than them, therefore they are not going to judge you, especially since you say they say you look skinny.

[Kitty]

same here. It's a downwards spiral which you can see but not get off.

I just find it hard to stop because i WANT to do it but i HATE that i WANT to do it. :|

All you have to do is listen to your voice and reason and if your brave and strong enough to take the big jump and push your self to live a good life <3 xxxxxxxxxx