Getting back into bad habbits

[Keats]

i used to cut quite a lot, for about 2 years. for the second year it was pretty bad. but i managed to reduce the amount i was doing it to maybe once a week, sometimes even going a month or so. But recently, it's gotten pretty bad. To the point where i want to do it all the time, even at school or when i'm out with friends. And even thoughts of suicide, but i doubt they're serious. just feels like i need it now more than ever. and i know people say you don't need it, but to me, at the moment, i feels like i do.

[Quahog]

What got you into cutting? I don't know if you talk to your friends about your cutting, but I understand if you don't want anyone else to know. I understand where you are coming from. I used to be a very heavy cutter myself. I would never let people see my scars. It took a lot for me to quit, but I thought it was really worth it.

This is the place to get help. I really hope you aren't serious about suicide. If you need someone to talk to, and need help to get on the road of quitting, we are always here to help.

[Keats]

it was a combination of my dad having a stroke, my dad pshycologically bullying me, new school, and a mixture of other stuff.
i can't really talk to friends, because if it got out then that'd be my social integrity ruined, as noone wants to assosiate with anyone who is slightly out of the norm.
i don't think i'm that serious about it, but it's just there in a my head more and more recently.
thanks jesse.

[Njathind]

Will I'm sorry your feeling the need to do it so much lately. Have you ever tried distraction techniques? anything to take your mind of it. give you a little fix. I know nothing can beat cutting but some of the things come close :whoops:

I think deep down you know suicide isnt the answer, just please dont do anything stupid, I know how your feeling. Its so tempting and so hard not to do it.

I hope your ok bud, if you wanna chat i'm here for you :hug:

Please take care of yourself.

[Quahog]

it was a combination of my dad having a stroke, my dad pshycologically bullying me, new school, and a mixture of other stuff.
i can't really talk to friends, because if it got out then that'd be my social integrity ruined, as noone wants to assosiate with anyone who is slightly out of the norm.
i don't think i'm that serious about it, but it's just there in a my head more and more recently.
thanks jesse.

I'm so sorry you are going through that. Is there anything you like to do for fun? Like a sport, or drawing or writing?

Don't feel that way. If they are truly your friends, they will be accepting and supportive of anything you have to tell them.

[Keats]

i play the guitar, and i love playing rugby i guess. i got into the south-west england squad and have trials for england u16 in February.
but in that case i don't think i have any true friends then.