I am not a Fucking liar (rant)

[HeroesAndCons]

Ok this one girl that i am "friends" with she came to me saying that i lie about Cutting and i started cause of her ex nick
OK firstly i met u and nick last year and i been cutting for 4 years so idk what u are fucking talking about
u say that i have told u and amber that i havent cut
i told amber cause she TOLD me she cut too so i told her the truth and showed her my fucking scars she can fucking vouch for me
you claim that a self harm support site cant save or help people MAN YOUR FUCKING WRONG
you say im fucking doing it for attention NO I AINT i am fucking depressed and i do have anxiety
you say that i am just convincing myself that i have these disorders i had them before i fucking met you

IM TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT

gah

ps sorry for cussing im just tired of her tellin me things like this

[Ambrosia]

Some girls are just really shallow, others are jealous. And I know it sounds weird for girls to be jealous of self-harm but it happens and I can't really explain why.

I know I personally, when I see people who make their SH obvious, get very offensive and immediately think it's attention seeking. Usually it is. Sometimes it's not. I do it because I'm used to girls who do it so they can purposely show people and joke about it. I'm suspecting she was just being jelous.

I'm sorry this happened to you. The girl is obviously a witch. You just gotta learn to ignore those silly people. Your openness in your school about self-harm is going to bring a lot of people slandering you and self-harm it's self so be prepared.

[Quahog]

Obviously she's not a very good friend. A friend would be able to help you, with any problem you're going through. I'm so sorry they are treating you like that.

[HeroesAndCons]

amber is fine she is pissed off of jocelyn (the one with the ahole remark)

[Syvelocin]

I see where Lexi is coming from. I know personally, I've seen quite a few people pretending they're bipolar or OCD to get either the attention or whatever they're craving. I can definitely understand how someone could be jealous. For instance, even on the Emilie Autumn forums. Emilie makes it cool to be bipolar. I've seen so many instances where people fake it or lie about it just because Emilie has this and does that, whether it's the bipolar disorder, anorexia, self-harm, etc. Then the people like us who really do have problems are automatically called out on it because of the frequency that people are lying about having mental disorders.

There are many benefits to mental disorders to tell you the truth. The attention is one thing, along with actually being able to be on disability, not being able to work and getting compensation for it. OCD has become some kind of "cool" thing. Bipolar has been thrown out of proportion. And even plain old depression is now being looked over for some odd reason.

You KNOW you have those problems. And nothing and nobody can change that hun. Continue to be true to yourself, and forget about the people that are trying to hinder you.

[HeroesAndCons]

Thanks Rith that was inspiring and there is Emilie Autumn forums O.O i haznt been informed

as for Jessi and lexi thanks for the advice and help

She can think what she wants to think
if she envy something bad and addicting thats her own fucking problem

[lenny774]

she sounds like a total bitch. ignore her until she figures it out. you probably have plenty of other friends, and you always have us.

[HeroesAndCons]

Thanks bro