Life between the two lands of eating disorders.

[Kitty]

OKay i've been in hospital for anorexia.
But i feel like i'm more bulimic.
But the doctors said i'm unaware of my habits that make me anorexic.
I binge and purge, and purge my meals. THAT MAKES ME BULIMIC.
I mean i do restrict and stuff, and starve my self and excessive exercise. Which is like EDNOS...but i'm not. I'm diagnosed with anorexia.
I remember the nurses trying to drum into me that i'm anorexic but i could never except it.

ARGGG IM SO STRESSED.

And is it only me or do i find it physically impossible to talk to my therapist about all this?
I'm too ashamed.

[Nevermore]

I know how you feel. I have never told an adult about my eating disorders, I'm embarrassed by them. By what you had said above it sounds like you argued with her about it. Either way whatever you are diagnosed or not diagnosed isn't what is important, what is important is over coming it. Are you ready to make that step? Do you want to recover and be free? Easier said then done, I know. I'm here for you, if you ever you want to talk VM me!

[Fiction]

There is also purging type Anorexia though? maybe it's this?

[Kitty]

There is also purging type Anorexia though? maybe it's this?

I know i got anorexia with bulimic tendencies. :|

and omg broken inside...it's so hard. I thought when i was in hospital i wanted to get better non stop!! And nothing would stop me...but now i feel like im relapsing... :( <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[gingeylover14]

I know i got anorexia with bulimic tendencies. :|

and omg broken inside...it's so hard. I thought when i was in hospital i wanted to get better non stop!! And nothing would stop me...but now i feel like im relapsing... :( <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i no wht u mean i got put in rehab over the summer and tried so hard but now that im out its so hard not 2 go bak 2 old ways despite all the counceling

[Kitty]

i no wht u mean i got put in rehab over the summer and tried so hard but now that im out its so hard not 2 go bak 2 old ways despite all the counceling

yeah it sucks don't it...it's like i'm never gonna be free :| xxxxxxxx

[SWMG]

I think you have bulimic tendencies but keep strong girl!

[georgiamay]

please don't bump old threads, this thread is 3 months old. :locked: