About to snap

[Alucard]

Ill start off by saying im not a violent or mean person, but lately ive been having a burning desire for revenge against all the people that ever bullied me(which is a lot). Usually I cant see myself hurting others, even if they do deserve it, I cant even stand making people sad. But now I feel I can easily do it(to my enemies anyway) and I dont just want to hurt them, I want to kill them, yes, kill. I daydream about killing them in brutal ways that would make people cringe. And I enjoy these daydreams and want to make them reality. Infact today I almost did. A lot of my old bullies live near me, and its not hard to go to one their houses and murder them. I still cant stand hurting others,only
my enemies, And I was never like this, they made me like this. Even right now the temptation to slit their throat is eating at me. Should I tell someone about this?

Sorry for the long thread.

[Noooooooooo]

I also daydream about killing other people that made my life worse but i'm not just going to go in their homes and butcher them. I get this alot of times. Don't worry, that urge will be gone sooner or later. Just think about positive things :)

[zebravomt]

ahhh yea, i went tboigh this to. when my step mom left and crushes my whole life, i felt helpless. then i kust wanted to put her in a meet granxer . now i just know ahe made me strong. now i know how to help people when they go though the samethonhs i did. just remember u will get tboigh it and these will pass.