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XxMurderedKissesxX
January 25th, 2011, 12:38 AM
I dont care anymore.
About, anything.
I just keep moving waiting for the next time ill blackout or the next time I get high, then can finally remember and still be numb. Ive cried till it hurt, screamed until I lost my voice, no matter, he still haunts me.
She bleeds out her pain. Memories consume. Carving words of agoney into our skin. Im left with the after math. The blood, the tools...the scars.
Slowly, im slipping. Falling into a dark and dangerous place filled with thoughts of suicide. Horror flashes behind my eyes and I cant stop shaking. Nightterrors leave me rattled with panic and fear alone in the black. Clawing at our throat, theres no fucking escape. Were silently drowning, suffering. Why wont he come to finish us off?

TheMatrix
January 28th, 2011, 01:43 AM
who is this "she"?

as for the rest........aye....sounds like a terrible problem. i've never had this, so i'm afraid i can't help you much.
i hope you'll get over it soon!