Catch up

[LittleEpidemic]

Its been a while since ive been on here, mainly cus its tempting but still i thought id give yous a catch up on my progress.
On sunday, 16th i cut 27 times on my arm
On thursday 20th i cut once with a knife, really shallow
Saturday, 22nd i threw my blade into the river, i wrote on it the number of cuts ive done that i can remember (217) and just threw it away from me.

Today im struggling, the need for its getting stronger
I know i can do this though
But a part of me doesnt want to

I dont even know why im making this, nobody cares xD
Buhbyes <3

[UnknownError]

Well done for throwing your blade away. Thats a big achievement.
And we all care, thats why we're here. :hug3:

[Quahog]

We do care. Don't fell that way. Very proud of you.

If it helps, you can post on the no self harm calender.

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=3861

[LittleEpidemic]

Thanks (:

It didnt even feel like an achievement
The second it was out of my hand i was filled with guilt :S

[UnknownError]

You dont need it. By getting rid of it your one more step on your way to stopping. (:

[LittleEpidemic]

I suppose "/
Although really if i still feel like this by thursday ill probably give in cus ill be home alone then

Ill get through this though ^^

[UnknownError]

Good luck. ^_^

[Sebastian Michaelis]

Best of luck! All of VT is here for you!

[Njathind]

C'mon Emma, do this for Jude and Michael. And me and everyone else here on VT.

Just try and focus on your drawing or something to take your mind off it, or maybe just go to burger king again and build cities out of chips with Michael again :whoops:

Please stay strong.

[LittleEpidemic]

Ha...
I made it another day
^^
thanks guys i managed to calm down and go to sleep to stay out of trouble

[Kitty]

wow that sounds really good idea. And just remember how you felt after you threw away the blade. How strong you can be again. <3 xxxxxx

[Mike321]

Well done thats really good.
Throwing your blade away was a big but good step, I know you can do this and so does everyone else on here.
Good Luck :)