Just trying to stay mentally alive right now.

[REGRET]

I don't know what's with me today, i got a nervous breakdown. I cried and cut myself. I also scratched my leg until it was all red.
I didn't even have a reason.

I feel totally exhausted. We have gym class tomorrow which is my worst class and now they'll see the scratchmarks and cuts and blah!! I don't even have the mental strenght to care right now. I just want to lay down and sleep foreven, I don't even want to die, I just want to deny my whole existance for a little while.

Urgh. Sorry, I felt the need to rant for a while.....

[Quahog]

Yeah, that is what sucks about cutting. The scars. That was one of the many reasons I quit. I woke up and I just hated the scars, and I didn't want to put anymore on my body. But we're here for you. Sometimes it's good to rant.

[Njathind]

Awww Hun, I'm so sorry you felt the need to do that, I hope your ok now :hug If you ever wanna talk I'm here for you, ok, just remeber that.

With gym cant you fake a sick note, make up and excuse, or just say, and I dont mean to offend you, just say that your on your period?

I hope your feeling better, do you know if there was anything that might have set you off, even something really small :(