First time i really hurt myself

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I normally scratch my arms with a carving knife or a screw driver but i never cut before. today i made my first cut and i'm afraid because it felt good and i didn't feel a thing. I don't want to be a cutter but it was so good and the rush was so nice and i cant even explain how it felt.
What should i do

[Ambrosia]

You should never ever do it again. Or at least try to. You said it yourself, you do not WANT to be a cutter! So then you already have the power not to be. Cutting is a very serious problem that you should end before it gets kick started. It's not a laughing matter and not something you should start doing knowing that you're going to get stuck in the rut.

[Mike321]

Stop now while you can, as I'm sure you know cutting is a really bad road to go down.
You said yourself you dont want to be a cutter, its best to stop now before you become addicted to it.
Try and keep yourself distracted to keep your mind off it.
Hope this helps

[FullyAlive]

Like the others have said try to stop now find anything to do instead. This is a horrible thing to go through and not one single person will ever recommend it. It's so easy to start but so so hard to stop.
Keep distracting yourself write, draw, listen to music.
If you ever want to talk, you can talk to me :)

[Quahog]

If you didn't like cutting, Just stop. Because it's going to be really hard to stop if you decide to do it. Its good that you're willing to accept that you don't want to be a cutter.

[UnknownError]

You need to never do it again. Trust me, my first time I felt the same way as you.
Look at me now. :/
Don't do it again, it might of felt good but soon it'll be an addiction.
Hope you make the right choice. :hug3:

[Njathind]

As has been said by everybody else, stop whilst your in control. This is a horrible road to go down, please dont do this :hug:

It will take control of your life and ruin it. :cry2:

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

i'm all ready addicted to self harm, I'm just scared that i started cutting because it is easer to go to far.