On the verge of a drastic relapse

[lenny774]

gah, for some reason after 4 months and 3 weeks i really wanna cut oh so badly! like i just want to bleed and feel the pain and know somethings real. idk why it happened all the sudden but i need to so badly

[Ambrosia]

That's something you're going to deal with for a long time, if not forever...If you have lived with self harm for a long time then you won't be able to make the urges go away for forever. You just have to stay strong, buddy. Remember what it's like to go cut free. Remember how it feels to not worry about someone seeing your most recent cuts! You can fight it because you are strong and you prefer to be without!

[lenny774]

Thank you, but gah i just feel like i need to grab a fucking knife and just go at my shoulders like theres no tomorrow!

[FullyAlive]

Please don't you've come all this way try your hardest not to ruin it :)

[myskias]

lexi is definitely right! you have come this far.. why go back? your better than that!

[Josiah7]

Stay Strong - You can do it. We are here for you.

[Quahog]

If you lasted that long, you can keep on going. If you cut, you're gonna start all over, and I know you don't want that. I have faith in you. We're all here for you.

[georgiamay]

I remember when I stopped for about... nearly a year, so I know what it's like to relapse. You've already gone for so long without it, and that just proves that you really don't need it. If you slip back, you'll crave it more and more often, I know I did. Just do whatever it is you've been doing for the last few months. Posting was a good idea, posting lets stuff out, and it's often an alternative to self harming.

Good luck and stay strong, I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to. :hug3:

[Ambrosia]

The fact that you are even able to keep yourself from doing it so far means you can go even longer! Hold strong (:

[Mike321]

You can do it, you've done really well getting to over 4 months.
You dont want to slip back now, you have all of us here for support

[Njathind]

You've done well to some so far, just try as hard as you can not to cut. Dont supress this though, let it out in a healthy way. Excersise, punching a pillow, drawing, writting?

Anything buddy, just please dont cut yourself away :hug:

[lenny774]

i made it through the night but idk how much longer i can go. its driving me insane like i cant concentrate on my homework,my saxaphone,piano,singing anything like that. i can only write and even thats becoming hard. gah im just really scared

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

If you need someone to talk to pm me. I hope you can stay cut free.

[Njathind]

Distraction techniques perhaps? Ice, elastic bands, drawing on yourself with red pen where you wanna cut? I know you can do this bud, please if you wanna chat dont hessitate to get hold of me. I wanna help you :hug:

[lenny774]

i ended up cutting last night :( my parents saw when i walked out of my room without a shirt like a total moron. they threatened to form 1 me. but now i just have a counselor and the adress and number to my city teen lgbt

[Njathind]

Form 1? I'm so sorry your parents found out like that, you must have felt so horrible :hug:

But your getting help now right? thats good. I'm just so sorry about everything that happened to you. It must have been so so horrible :whoops:

Things have gotta get better now though :)

[lenny774]

form 1 is the 73 hour psych hold form. im kind of glad they found out because they got me the help i needed.