Oh my god, dad.

[Magenta]

Stop forcing me to eat! I don't have the same meal schedule as you. You guys eat dinner at four o'clock when I only ate breakfast at eleven. Stop saying that I should just have a snack. Leave me alone. If I'm not hungry, I'm not fucking hungry. Next thing I know, you'll be trying to force feed me. Feel lucky I ate breakfast at all. Maybe I'll eat dinner at six or seven. Maybe I won't. But stop trying to force me or I'll just throw up, not because I want to, but because my body can't handle that much food so soon. You know I naturally don't eat very much. You say you know me so well. Clue in then. Listen to me when I talk to you or go away. You don't ask my opinion about anything. It's your way or fuck the world. Just because the other kids eat a lot and at the same time as you doesn't mean I have to. I mean, geez, you're overweight. GAH.

God, I hate you.

Needed to rant.

[Charleigh]

Its ok hun, its good to rant ^^
I hope everything goes well, just eat what you can and eat in the stratagie you need.
Good luck, you know where I am (;
:hug:

[Kitty]

i completely get that too. Dad's just see their little girls loosing weight so in their mind all they can see is forcing food down her throat. Slowly he will learn more and this is not the way <3 :) <3

[Magenta]

But he used to be the one who said that I could be 100lbs easily. And I'm not sure why he said it. Last night he came up to me and said I was looking too thin. I just glared at him and told me to leave me alone when it came to eating. He got the idea in my head in the first place. It's only 16 more pounds. I'm sure I can lose just that much.

[Kitty]

But you say i'm gonna loose that much then stop.
but an ED don't work like that.
:( you will get obsessed. :| :| :(

stop while you got a choice if you can :) <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxx