I've been a total dick

[whereismymind]

So last year I had my first relationship which lasted two months and then I got dumped. I tend to follow my friend's examples which in this case wasn't such a good idea and asked out 2 other girls in a short period of time between which was dumb of me, then I got a crush on a girl which my closest friends at the time urged me to ask out so I did and went out with her for a little while but that ended and I moved on. Then I started to like a close friend properly but she lost interest and I forgot about how I felt quickly. So I'm currently avoiding relationships till I lose the bad reputation I seem to have gotten but there's something about my 1st girlfriend and she's just amazing and I can't forget about her or how I feel about her and I know there's no way in hell she'd go out with me again I just dunno how to explain how I feel about her. Apologies for the rant but can anyone help to sorta give a reason why I feel the way I do about her?

[Skeptical Bear]

You probably have those feelings for her because you've had the longest relationship with her, than the others. It affected you the most because when you were going out with the other girls, you didn't have that feeling that they were the one for you because you had more than one. You had all your time on that girl that you still like.Not a logical explanation but this is why I think you still like her. Hope this helped.

[whereismymind]

It makes sense thanks she just seems so nice though even though I apparently got dumped for a crap reason... anyway thanks for the reply

[Skeptical Bear]

It makes sense thanks she just seems so nice though even though I apparently got dumped for a crap reason... anyway thanks for the reply
No problem.