Neutrois.

[RAWWR]

Ok, so this is really hard for me to say, and I don't think there's actually a purpose to this post, I just need to get it out I suppose.
So I was born a girl. I'm 16, and am still considerd 'female' by everyone, although at the age of 13, I realised I didn't like being a girl. It doesn't feel right. However I was confused, I don't want to be a girl, but the thought of being a boy disgusts me (No offence) I thought it was only me, being weird, and have never told anyone until today, when I met a person. They told me they were 'Neutrois' It's basically someone without a gender, they hide all physical signs of either gender. I realised then that this was me. This is right. I'm not a woman, but i'm not a man either. This is me.

[Syvelocin]

Like a sort of third gender deal? I have a friend like that. I think it's amazing that people can listen to their hearts and be what they think they are, not what they're supposed to be according to gender stereotypes. I think it's really honourable :)

[RAWWR]

Yeah like third gender I suppose, but kinda not a gender at all...like we don't want to be defined by sex.
I'm not really sure where I want to go from here though...Some people completley have like a hystorectomy, but I don't want that, I still want to be able to carry a child, whilst not being female. I just want other parts of me to go. e.g. breasts and stuff.

[Syvelocin]

That's typically what third gender is, rather, it's genderless, neither male nor female.

You can have breast reduction surgery if you wish instead. Might be able to have it done enough so they don't look feminin per se.

[RAWWR]

Yeah, although that will most probably be majorly expensive -.-
I would like...bandage them back. But I got the unfortunate family trait of HUMUNGOUS breasts :/

I told a couple of my friends today......
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[ShatteredWings]

Invest in a binder, bandagse aren't a smart way to flatten.

You're neither, in terms of gender, that's not a bad thing. People are just stupid and too hung up on physcal bodies.

[RAWWR]

Thanks :)
I've never heard of a binder, do you know where I might be able to buy one from?

[ShatteredWings]

in the UK, I'm not 100% sure what ships there.

[RAWWR]

Ah right, ok then, I think I will google it. Thanks :)

[Ambrosia]

Hey that's pretty cool! At least you're able to embrace what you find yourself as (:

[RAWWR]

Thankyou :) I'm not ready to tell anyone IRL yet though (apart from a few close friends)
Edit:
I just told my family about another person I know who is neutrois and they all said that it's 'sick' and 'wrong' and that they're a 'weirdo' I don't think I'm telling them anytime soon......

So erm. I think i'm gonna tell my mum tonight.....
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[ShatteredWings]

Good Luck

[RAWWR]

Thankyou :) I really don't know how to explain it.....