Goodbye

[smalltowngirl9189]

I have NOBODY! Tonights the night... I don't want to be here anymore! I'm tired of this shit.. Goodbye everybody!

[Skatergirl]

Don't do it!

[smalltowngirl9189]

Why not? I have nobody here!

[Scarface]

Whoa whoa, Teri, slow down. You have us here.
Even though we're not there in real life, I'm here and I'm sure a lot of people on VT are here for you to talk to, so don't say you have nobody. Even though the shit maybe hitting the fan right now, don't ever think that you have to take your life because of these shortcomings. Life is going to be tough, it comes with challenges and obstacles for you to overcome, but you can do it.

Tonight doesn't have to be the night because it's not necessary. Would you mind explaining a little more about what's going on so I can be more of an aid? Just take a deep breath, close your eyes and count to 10, breathe slowly. You should know this isn't something you want to do. I know it's something you shouldn't do, because you have so much ahead of you, why give it up because of others?You shouldn't. Don't let anyone have that much control over your life and actions that you even think about suicide.

If you would like someone to talk to I'm always here, please think about this. :hug3:

[Sire]

Teri, we care about ya, VT is a huge extended family. If you need to, anyone on here would be willing to talk to you!

Pm me if you need to talk to someone :)

[smalltowngirl9189]

Ronnie,
Lets see-
- My mom died 10 years ago
- My brother died today!
- My best friend has cancer
- My 2 sisters (we are triplets) are living with my older sister
- Since I'm graduating this year everybody expects me to be the "adult"
- My boyfriend broke up with me
- I haven't burned myself in 2 weeks
- I haven't eaten in 3 days


I'm sorry for ranting but you asked
My dad isn't really in the picture...



I have nothing in line for me of to work towards...
=(

[Scarface]

I completely understand that everything is very stressful right now. I can't say I now where you're at because no one does until they have walked a mile in your shoes, but I know what death, grief is all about as well as family/friends with cancer. Don't ever apologize for expressing yourself because I would rather see you talking here than doing something you might regret outside.

I understand about the relationships thing, personally, relationships have been something I have feared for a very long time because of what my ex boyfriend did to me, but I'm very sorry to hear about your boyfriend breaking up with you, I'm sure that was very hard. You just have to know this; even though he's gone, don't ever think that it's going to be then end for you because it certainly is not, because even though he left, it's his loss, okay? Also if it's his choice it's his choice, I know it hurts, but one day when you find someone else, hopefully that's as good or better than him you'll think that everything happens for a reason.

Well when it comes to the "adult" situation you're not 18 yet so legally you cannot be considered an adult, so don't think that they're going to say that you need to do everything at once. Just take things as they come, graduating doesn't happen until June or May? That means you have 5 months before you have to worry about that, it's okay to prepare for things, but because of your age, they can't expect you to do everything an adult can, even if you were to get a job, you cannot work all the hours that someone that is 18 can. Just take it easy Teri.

As for the deaths in your family, I'm very sorry to hear about that so please take my condolences to you as well as your family members. Death is a very hard thing to have happen because you're close to those people, especially siblings or parents. Just know that when their time comes, that they're no longer going to be in pain or suffering and that they're free. They may not be there with you, but just always try to remember the positive things that happened while they were with you, that's what should keep you going. Not that they have passed, and no longer with you. Grief takes time and it's perfectly normal to have strong feelings, but never under any circumstances should you think that killing yourself will solve anything.

As for the burning and eating,
I'm glad that you haven't burned, it isn't worth it either, as you will have the same problems once that sensation goes away and you'll be right back where you started before you burned. It's never going to help your feelings or your situations in anyway shape or form.

As for eating it is most likely because of the stress, but you have to eat something, try something small like fruit or something nutritious that way you have vitamins in your body so you will have energy. Eating is important..

Teri, I'm always here if you need someone to talk to, don't hesitate.

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thank you guys especially Goose! :-/

[Fourth Dimension]

Teri im here for you if you need anyone to talk to just pm me

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thanks... I talked to mycousin and he came over

[Scarface]

I'm glad things are going better for you Teri, we're always here for you, don't ever think you're alone. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here.

[Charleigh]

Goose is the best person to talk too, trust me. He knows fuck up shit about me, and he doesnt judge, but he listens and tells you what he thinks you should do and all of that shit. Hes awesome. And you can trust him too.
Yeah, im preetty much with Ronnie there, if you ever need to talk, im here for you
:hug:

I think that you should take a step back and study the picture that your looking at. Right now, the picture might seem like its a complete mess, but you can fix it! Just change things around, and eventually everything will fit. Things can only get better hun, dont give in! Stay strong, you can fight this, all of VT know you can!
:hug:

[Fushigi]

Whoa whoa, Teri, slow down. You have us here.
Even though we're not there in real life, I'm here and I'm sure a lot of people on VT are here for you to talk to, so don't say you have nobody. Even though the shit maybe hitting the fan right now, don't ever think that you have to take your life because of these shortcomings. Life is going to be tough, it comes with challenges and obstacles for you to overcome, but you can do it.

Tonight doesn't have to be the night because it's not necessary. Would you mind explaining a little more about what's going on so I can be more of an aid? Just take a deep breath, close your eyes and count to 10, breathe slowly. You should know this isn't something you want to do. I know it's something you shouldn't do, because you have so much ahead of you, why give it up because of others?You shouldn't. Don't let anyone have that much control over your life and actions that you even think about suicide.

If you would like someone to talk to I'm always here, please think about this. :hug3:







agree with him... im here for u as well.... :)

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thanks you guys soooo much!

[Wicked_Syn]

Just know this. You can make something beautiful of yourself, don't be unfair to yourself, think of what there is to come and strive for the best. You're still young, we're all young, theres so much in the future for you, you just have to grasp it!

[Josiah7]

No Doubt your doing it tough, Keep your head up and get through it. It sounds hard believe me I know. Always remember there is someone that is willing to help. Ive had close friends have the same thoughts as you - but by talking with people they were able to get through it. You might not know anyone on here but we do care. We may seem like font on a screen written by someone Thousands of Miles away (In my case) but we do care and want what is the best for you. When your having a tough time - talk it through with someone, do what will make you happy. Times may seem hard but overcome the problem and come out stronger then you were before. We all have the ability to become stronger.

Always remember we care and are always there for you to talk to.

Let Me know if you need someone to talk to - always here to help.

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thank you guys and I did make a huge desicion (< I can't spell) I'm leaving out for Marine Corps boot camp in December (I know a year, but it was a tuff desicion for me... =-/

[Josiah7]

If thats what you want to do thats great. Just keep your head up and stay strong, we are all here if you need to talk. Don't ever feel you are alone - we are always willing to help :)

[redman]

Teri i am alwas here for you if u wanna talk about anything

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thank you guys!! Um just an update.. I got denied for the Marine Corps because I have partial hearing loss.. So I'm taking anoth ASVAB for Army tomarrow

[Quahog]

I'm so happy for you. I hope things go well for you.

[Charleigh]

Im glad everything is working out for you hun!
Remember, im here if you ever need anything
:hug:

[smalltowngirl9189]

Thank you guys for helping =)

[music is my soul]

hey i got a buddy in the marines and he just got back from his first deployment a few weeks ago so if u need someone to talk to i mite be able to help. u can ask me and if i cant answer i will go and ask him.


good luck withur tests