i want to cut so bad

[ackmedsgirl666]

i am utterly stressed
i keepy lying to adam saying that i dumped ann marie when i didn't
and everybody thinks that i dumped her but i never did
idk what to do with my goddamn life anymore
its either give up everybody and everything for her including adam or just full on forget her and listen to adam
idk what to do anymore and i have had about enuff with everybody fighting over me
i just wanna cut cut cut and dieeee
and this is serious cuz i havent felt like this for a long time

[Myrnodin]

Kenzie, i read your other post on this topic. Someone there said that perhaps the problem is that Adam has an issue with you sexuality, and frankly for the things you described about him, I agree with that idea. You havent said a word on something bad Ann has done to you, but you keep telling us how Adams wants you to find a good man, etc. Which i think is a quite old concept for women.

I know you trust Adam a lot, but, you know, real friends dont make you choose between them and something else, no matter how much off the road you are. There are different ways. I do believe a lot of Adam's feelings are playing part in this dilemma of yours, and frankly, i would face those feelings from Adam, make them clear, and THEN take a decision. Ann has stayed by your side trough all this while Adam keeps threatening you to go away if you dont listen to him. Dont you find something awkward in that?

Think of it.

Josh.

[Njathind]

Awww kenzie :hug:

I'm sorry your hurting so much, suicide isnt the answer and neither is cutting. As I say its all short term gain long term pain, it really isnt worth it, trust me on this. You en up hurting everybody around you. Please please please dont do anything stupid.

This is gonna get better, I promise you.

If you wanna talk/rant/chat I'm here. ok. Just remeber that

:hug: