I need to get out of this house

[Love.Hate]

Im so annoyed.

Mum keeps coming in.
She is checking my legs now after my sister burst in on me when i was having a shower and unfortunatley saw them.
"why fran?"
"well that was silly"
"is it because you dont like your legs"
"why are you this stupid"
"is that a fresh cut?"
"Frannn.. What am i ment to do!"

How the hell do i know mum. I dont know what to do!
I have asked you sooo many times to take me to the doctors.
Its like i have to remind you everyday.
I might as well not bother making the effort to get better if your not going to help me.
Why are you so judgemental!

I HATE being constantly being checked up on.
Im 16 this year for goodness sake!! Im NOT a kid.

And yes mum that was a fresh cut. But i wasnt planning on you seeing it. Because most people dont obsess over there kids.

Everytime you come to "check me out" the topic always turns onto how stressed you are, how you tried to kill yourself. I dont care! you have got through it. You are fine now. Your a workaholic and you never have time for any of us!
You should know that i dont want to talk to you about it. So butt out.

And if you think im showing you my legs again, think again.
:(

Urgh. Sorry. Rant much.

[Fiction]

Well, I think you need your mum to realise how much this all upsets you.
Maybe you should refuse to let her see your legs? Tell her you don't want her to check you, you want a doctor to check you. Tell her you aren't going to let her check you again until you have a doctors appointment?

[Njathind]

It's good to let it out, I'm sorry about your mum and the way she is acting about it all. Must be so annoying.

Are you getting any help at all?

If not it might be worth just catching your mum when she's free and just sit her down, and tell her that you need to see a doctor, you have a problem that you dont wanna talk about, you could even try and throw her off track and say it embarasing or something like that :D

I hope your alright :hug:

Feel free to rant away as much as you want, after all thats what VT is for :)

[Love.Hate]

Thankyou both.
Im actually going to do that kathy, maybe then she will realise im serious.

And i might use the embarrasing excuse if all else fails.
Either way i can tell tonight is going to be hell. :/

Thankyouu <3