Shit!

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Fuck! This sux. I cant stop these thoughts from ripping threw my brain. I cant stop this overwhelming need from swallowing me. And now im getting a huge wave of stress with no way to release it, my room was searched, so im screwed. I cant stop shaking and the flashes just keep on comming, if I dont cut soon ill snap. Burning isnt enough tonight. Im almost tempted to run to the store to buy more. Idunno what to do. : S

[Alexithymia]

When parents search through your room, it sucks. They find everything you wanted to keep hidden. It isn't fair. Your room is your room.

But, here's a though, instead of worrying about it and freaking out and feeling like you have to cut, why don't you go and do something calming? Watch a funny show, sleep, hang out with friends. Something.

[Njathind]

What Mark said is good advice. Do anything you can to cheer you up and take your mind off it. As has been said, funny shows, drawing, hanging out with friends, sleeping, take a walk, anything you like so long as it doesnt endanger you.

And your parents searching your room sucks, violation of your privacy or what.

[Mike321]

Parents searching your room always sucks, especialy when they go through everything and find things hidden here and there.
But like the others have said, is there anything you can do to try and take your mind off the thoughts.
Any of the suggestions above are worth a try, I know its hard but anything is worth trying.
Hope this helps