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ackmedsgirl666
January 18th, 2011, 01:05 PM
so i had this dream sunday night and i am absolutely scared..
heres goes.....

basically me and my girlfriend were engaged so we were going wedding shopping in downtown toronto and i told her that i was going to go for a walk to get some fresh air so she said ok....
so i took a shortcut down a dark alleyway that i knew well and then the next thing i knew i was blindfolded and being held down against my will to the ground and i felt my clothes wripped of and then a gutwrenching pain because i realized i was being raped....
this carried on for 10 minutes until finally i was released and my blindfold was pulled back and i looked up and saw the face of MY BESTFRIEND ADAM looking down on me and all he could say was " how do you like me now"
my girlfriend later found me in horrible condition and i could not speak because i was so scared.
i woke up from that dream crying really bad and i know that adam would never do that to me because if he wants sex all he would have to do is ask me. i know that this would never happen but i can't help but wonder because alot of my dreams seem to come true. i told adam this yesterday and he was absolutely shocked and he swore to me that he would never hurt me in any way especially that way. why is this happening because this isnt the first time that i have had a dream like this. what do i do about this cuz nobody will listen to me about these things they just tell me to ignore it and it will go away...
any suggestions?

Magus
January 18th, 2011, 01:08 PM
There is nothing to be scared off. People seldom dream of being raped, especially girls.

ackmedsgirl666
January 18th, 2011, 01:11 PM
ah ok
could it have anything to do with trauma
cuz i was raped when i was 8( not vaginally) and when i was 12( still not vaginally)
and then me and my ex bf had sex but it was forced and it scared me
now i refuse sex every chance i get and i am even scared to be near guys especially adam since he was in that dream
so idk what to do really cuz i don't want to be scared of adam for something he never did

Magus
January 18th, 2011, 01:17 PM
ah ok
could it have anything to do with trauma
cuz i was raped when i was 8( not vaginally) and when i was 12( still not vaginally)
and then me and my ex bf had sex but it was forced and it scared me
now i refuse sex every chance i get and i am even scared to be near guys especially adam since he was in that dream
so idk what to do really cuz i don't want to be scared of adam for something he never didMaybe. I am not sure. But what I do know is that there are people dream of being raped. That's it. It has nothing to do with your current life, even if you see this dream thousand of times.

ackmedsgirl666
January 18th, 2011, 01:20 PM
ah ok thats good
but the last time i talked to a councellor about my dreams she said i was going crazy by what i was seeing and that i needed help
all i want to know is if i should tell somebody like an older adult or something