Fiction
January 17th, 2011, 06:40 PM
Please don't use this post to tell me I should have existed, I need to rant. In fact, i'm going to lock this thread. I don't want replies I just need to rant. To know that someone somewhere knows how much I hate myself is kind of comforting.
I just fail at everything. I never do anything right. I have no talents. Not one fucking talent, or anything i'm even nearly good at.
I annoy everybody. I'm not saying no one would miss me, because sure there are people who would, but that doesn't mean I should have existed to start with.
I'm a bitch. Just a horrible bitch.
I hate everything about myself, I know i'm no good for anyone and I still can't make myself want to do what's best for everyone else enough to carry it out. Slight suicidal thoughts and it never gets fucking further than a minor overdose or some small cuts to my wrist.
Fuck that sounds so attention seeking. Another thing I hate about me, I felt the need to tell you all this.
I just fail at everything. I never do anything right. I have no talents. Not one fucking talent, or anything i'm even nearly good at.
I annoy everybody. I'm not saying no one would miss me, because sure there are people who would, but that doesn't mean I should have existed to start with.
I'm a bitch. Just a horrible bitch.
I hate everything about myself, I know i'm no good for anyone and I still can't make myself want to do what's best for everyone else enough to carry it out. Slight suicidal thoughts and it never gets fucking further than a minor overdose or some small cuts to my wrist.
Fuck that sounds so attention seeking. Another thing I hate about me, I felt the need to tell you all this.