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[LittleEpidemic]

I keep cutting
I think its my exams, theyre not even important but my oarents keep putting a whole lot of pressure on me, i know i dont revise enough but they just dont understand. When i go to revise i cant concentrate. Yesterday i started running a compass over my hand until i had this red scribbly line all over it. That moved on to 27 cuts up my arm.
Im mad at myself for 2 things
The fact that i cut my arm when i live in tshirts so thats awkward
And cus im cutting to concentrate now

This is kinda a wee rant :L sorry ><
and its got to the point where all my cuts scar and distractions dont work ...

[Fiction]

If distractions aren't working then you need to take the next step, and get rid of your blades. You'll probably think you are going to regret this, and maybe you will at first, but in a few months when you can wear short sleeves I think you'll be glad.

You said your cuts are starting to scar, well now you have the choice. If you stop now, your scars will fade in a few months. If you carry on, going over and over the same scars and cutting deeper and deeper, you'll only end up with an arm full of scars, and that isn't fun.

[LittleEpidemic]

Yeah i was thinking of getting rid of it the other day but i cant imagine doing my exams on withdrawl symptoms.. Im gonna start properly trying this weekend when i have a chance of getting my life all sorted (:
Exams mean no homework which means i can start again and this time not get behind and ill get rid of my blade too and it should all work out fine ... I hope

[Njathind]

Aww Emma :hug2::hug2::hug2::hug2::hug2::hug2:

I'm so sorry you felt like that :(

Just try and stay positive, have you got your art stuff back?
If you have maybe when you wanna cut draw, when you wanna revise but cant draw. Anything is better than cutting. Happy thoughts, ice, kicking, screaming, anything.

But I aggree with kathy, if distractions dont work, throw the blades away.

I hope your ok :hug:

[LittleEpidemic]

She gave me it back for school on thursday and never took it back but i cant think of anything to draw anymore
When i do draw i keep drawing eyes
Pages of eyes are creepy xD
Blade is going on saturday, ill go with my friend and chuck it cus i cant do it alone

[Njathind]

Thankyou :hug: