I need to stop.

[Magenta]

Yesterday, when I snapped, I did a lot of damage. This morning, it started bleeding again in the shower. I was terrified. I need to stop. Today is day one. I don't know how I'm going to do it but I have to. This is getting dangerous for me.

And I'm not sure how but I'm going to need VT's help.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I'm sorry it's getting worse, but i'm glad your tying to stop if you need me email me. I' almost always online.:heart:

[Njathind]

Awwww honey :hug:

You haven't passed out from cutting yet, right? When thats starts happening you know its beyond bad :whoops:

I would like it if you gave this a try, think about a happy place, somewhere that makes you feel, safe, secure and most of all happy. Now when you wanna cut, if you can, just sit or lay down and stay dead still, shut your eyes and concentrate really hard on this place.

Before you know it you would have managed to fight off this cutting demon. Hopefully next time you get the urge it will help again. Its a horrible feeling I know but you gotta fight through it with all your might.

If you wanna talk, you can PM-VM-E-mail me at anytime.

[Charleigh]

Hunnyyyyy :3

You can stop anytime you wanna! You just need to find that strength inside you, that will give you the hope and courage to stop it! If you ever need guiedance, reassurance, help or anything at all, you know where I am.
:hug:

[VerizoniPhone]

Awww baby. We all want u to stop! We all love that your trying so hard!!
:hug:

[Eagle63]

It's good that u want to stop. We're all here to help you figure this out. Message me if you ever need to talk ok?

[Magenta]

I stopped myself! Today was unbearable and I wanted to just give up on day one. I wanted to say that it was just unachievable. But I read the posts here.

The scissors are still in my hand but I haven't cut.

[UnknownError]

Good don't use them.
I've tried cutting with scissors before, it can be pretty failish.
Keep going. :hug3:

[Magenta]

Actually, that's what I managed to do so much damage with yesterday. I'm sort of scared of them even if I want to do it again.

So I won't.

[Njathind]

Actually, that's what I managed to do so much damage with yesterday. I'm sort of scared of them even if I want to do it again.

So I won't.

I'm soooo glads you decided on that, it must have been a hard choice to make, but it was the right one. You should be proud of yourself, I know I am of you :hug:

[Mike321]

Like the others have said, I am really glad you didnt do it, you should be really proud of yourself, I know it was a hard choice to make and its a hard thing to resist, but you can do this.
You've got everyone here to help and support you through it