i am going to od on my antidepresant medicane

[allsoulsareblack]

i want to die tonight i am going to od on antidepressants night nurse and paracetomol im sick of my life i hope i dont get up tomoro i relli need help wat shold i do plz help

[Quick_Sylver]

Why? Why do you want to die?

[Skeptical Bear]

Don't do it.

[Magenta]

You know there is a part of you that wants to live otherwise you would not be posting this here. I know. I was in your position a week ago. And things have gotten worse since then and I've considered suicide again... BUT I keep waking up every morning with a tiny bit of hope because there were people here and in my life who wanted to stop me.

Please don't give up. I would be devastated. <3

[allsoulsareblack]

iim just sick of my life of feeling happy and depressed then happy again i want to reli cut my self last time i did i got sectioned i dont see no reason to live any more i apperntly have depresson but i think im bi polar its like im feeling good and bad at the same time its driving me fucking more insane

[Quick_Sylver]

You need to talk to someone. Do you have a therapist?

Things will ALWAYS get better. Give them a chance to.

[allsoulsareblack]

i dont have a therapist cus i never get on i want to die so i dont spend the rest of my life feeling happy one month and depresed the nextfor the rest of my life i also promised my self that i will never get sectioned again even if i had 2 kill my self

[Quick_Sylver]

Talk to a therapist, convince your parents to get you one.

Suicide really is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Take it from someone who knows. It does get better.

[Magenta]

Things will get better. A tiny part of you knows this or wants to believe it or you wouldn't still be talking to us. Let us in and talk you through it. We can help for now and we can guide you towards long term professional help. Things will get better.

[allsoulsareblack]

in a way my mind is just at breaking point if i dont do it tonight i will lie in front of a train a do it tomoro i dontt want a fucking shirnk i no there try to help but i allways get crap ones i had one that i got on with but she left and i stoped going
i would be doing evry one a favor

[Magenta]

You wouldn't be doing me a favour. I don't want to go to bed tonight knowing there's someone out there who really wants to die that badly and I didn't do my damn hardest work to try and prevent it.

I've had bad luck with therapists too. But eventually I found one I liked. It takes time. Suicide seems like the only quick option and sadly, it is. But your life is worth the time it takes to make it better. It's worth the friends you will pick up along the way. There are people here who care about you and love you unconditionally and we've never even met you.

Give us a chance, please.

[allsoulsareblack]

i dont realy have any friends and as for family they hate me to i have nothing to live for i just want evry thing to stop

[Magenta]

I know what it's like to not have friends. Heck, at one time, I didn't want friends. But you do. I would like to be your friend. I'd like to try and help you and there are loads of others here who would say the same. It's not the same as real life friends but we can give you the start needed.

My family hates me as well. And even then, I don't think either of us are truly thinking clearly. Our perception is likely distorted. But until I learn to deal with that, myself, I've learned that biological family is not as important as the family you pick for yourself as you move into the world.

Live for me.

[allsoulsareblack]

im glad that u care so much but i just feel like i have to kill my self before i hurt any one else

[Magenta]

And you think that killing yourself will stop others from getting hurt? The only thing it will help is that you won't be present while the rest of us are in pain from the loss.

I would cry for you. It would hurt me. That's why I haven't given up on this thread yet. :) You're important to people, even strangers.

[Quick_Sylver]

Killing yourself WILL hurt others.

:hug:

Try and live some more, It will get better if you give it a chance.

[allsoulsareblack]

ill try and sleep now i may cut but ill live another nite thanx

[Magenta]

Okay. Make me a promise before you go... stick around until this time tomorrow maybe? Then come and chat again when you're feeling even slightly better? For us?

[Quick_Sylver]

Jo's right hun, please give us a promise. Just until tomorrow at the very least.

:hug:

[Lifeguard18]

Please don't. There was a girl who hung her self in our school and everyone was freinds with her. I didn't know her but it did bother me. I talked to sooooo many people to make them feel better about it. A lot of people want her back but she can't come back.

Don't do it please. A lot of people will be sadened about it, even if you don't believe it.

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[anamcara]

Please don't deprive us of a kind, all round awesome person, we need you!!! Please, if ever you need anything I'm always here, and so is VT so, shout scream and vent lol, that's what we're here for isn't it?? To help....but please, just don't commit suicide...its really not the answer...hope this helps somehow xx

[Njathind]

i want to die tonight i am going to od on antidepressants night nurse and paracetomol im sick of my life i hope i dont get up tomoro i relli need help wat shold i do plz help

WHOAH!!!!! Please dont do this, remeber things can and will get better. Your worth so much more than this, your sucide would hurt so many people, people you thought didnt even care about you. I understand completlly how you must feel and sympathise with you. You sound like a really nice guy and you dont deserve to die, you deserve to get better.

Please read this and think about it :hug: (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=93208)
Things are gonna get better, I garuntee it. If not hunt me down and beat me to death :hug:

[RAWWR]

Hey, I hope you are still alive, I just want to give you my advice, because before christmas, I made a suicide plan, which was for yesterday (so obviously I didn't go through with it) And yesterday, I got through the day, by starting to change everything that was wrong in my life. I went job hunting and got a load of aplication forms, me and my friend have now planned where we are gonna move to, and started planning dates and stuff. I'm pretty sure you don't want to die, you just hate this life. So make a new one for yourself. I know it takes time and effort, but you can do it, and when you're feeling low just thinking about it can help.
Please try and stay safe. Xx. We all carea about you y'know.