What if my sexuality changes?

[Magenta]

I'm bi. My best friend who is a girl just asked me out. I love her. But I worry she loves me more than I love her. It's the fear keeping me back. Will I be comfortable kissing her? What if I find out I like guys more? I know she will always be my best friend... but the awkwardness would be too much to bear.

Also, due to mental illness, my moods are incredibly unstable. I don't want to make her wait. I know the longer I wait, the more I'll convince myself this is a bad idea. Can I do this?

[Sage]

You're fifteen, don't worry about making the relationship last a long time. Problems or not, sexuality or not, it's likely not to last anyway, so don't worry about those things and enjoy yourself while you two are together.

[ThatScience]

If it worries you that much you could just let her know that it's not a long-term thing...

[Eagle63]

I don't know how it is with gay relationships (I'm straight\slightly curious), but with my female friends that' I've asked out, I've always worried about long term too, becuase they are such great people. At this age (you are two years older than me, so I would assume it's not that much different for 13-year olds), wouldn't you just want to have that person in your life for as long as possible if you care about them that much?

[Weeping]

You could talk to her about it and make sure that if it doesn't work out, you will still be friends. But (of course only if you want) tell her that you want to at least give it a try. (: