Pain Pills and Smoking

[Dean-AutumnK]

First things first, I have bipolar disorder.

Every day since New Years, I have overdosed on pain pills, to numb me up, shut me up, and calm me down.

I've been stressed because people have ruined my life, and all my friends have thrown me aside and fucked me over.

I also started smoking, while standing on the edge of a bridge over a train track. I do it all the time, ever since new years, also because of my parents who hate me, and make fun of me.

I don't know how you all are gonna help, I don't know if you can help, I just need advice or something. I'm breaking down here. =/

[Njathind]

Ok, first things first, what are these pain pills and how much do you take and how often? You may need medical attention, trust me the sooner you get help (thats if you need it) the less painfull the experience will be. Overdoses are not pleasant at all.

Are you on any meds for your bipolar? I'm not a doctor by any means but maybe they need adjusting.

You can and will get through this buddy, I know you can. It will just take time and patience. If your gonna smoke, then smoke but dont do it on the edge of a bridge. Suicide is not the answer no matter how tempting it may be at the time.

Your mum and dad should not be making fun of you, they should be helping you and supporting you through this. Do you talk to councilor or anybody like that? If you do it may be worth getting them to have a chat with your mum and dad. As for your friends I'm sorry they have left you, but maybe thats a sign they wern't your real friends.

You can work through this rough patch, just try and stay positive and dont put yourself in bad situations, e.g. the bridge. Pick out the good in situations, I know it's hard but you gotta really try.

If you wanna talk, feel free to contact me. :whoops:

[Dean-AutumnK]

Paracetamol.
Um, 6-9 500gs a day.

No, I'm not on any Bipolar medication.

I know its not. But it helps. =/

No, I don't see a counciler.

I've never really had friends, but I made some, and I loved them all, they were amazing, but them people spread vicious rumors about them around, and blamed them on me, so they now hate me.

There is no good in my life.

I do, thanks. xx

[Njathind]

WHOAH, With you taking that much paracetamol your slowly but surely killing yourself. The affects of a paracetamol overdose are horrible, trust me I've just got over one. Hopefully you can learn from my mistake.

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=93208

If I were you I'd get yourself to the hospital to get check out, pronto.

I think it's out of order that you have been diagnosed with bipolar and you are not getting any help or support. Sorry to hear about your friends, but there are some real bitches in the world, sometimes I just wanna hunt 'em all down and string 'em up :mad:

C'mon, there must be something good in your life right now, even if its a tiny, tiny thing. There has to be something :confused: