no reason...

[anamcara]

last night, it was really strange, i went into my room and started cutting...for no paticular reason, i wasnt in a bad mood or anything....then i got annoyed with myself cause it wasnt deep...i felt i had failed...but i didnt cut again, but have no idea why i did it.....is there something really wrong with me????

[UnknownError]

It sounds like even though you did it, you didn't really want to.
And theres nothing wrong with you. (:

[anamcara]

lol thanks, but lately i just feel really weird....like...everything around me is somewhat evil and im a failiure and stuff like that....i have no idea whats happening to me....im sorry i keep bothering people with my worthless problems...but sometimes i really scare myself x

[FullyAlive]

I think it could be that you've just gotten into a bad habit of cutting yourself so now even when you don't have a particular need or urge too you still do.
I agree with Connor I don't think there is anything wrong with you, you just have to give it time, one day the thought of cutting won't even occur to you any more.

And you're not bothering me or anyone else I'm sure, I don't really know what to suggest for the last part but I know that whatever you think you're not a failure!

[closed]

Nothing wrong with you... Well, if you cut, then you obviously need to stop. Do something with your life... Don't you think that cutting without any reason is a low level? Do something about yourself, make a change, STOP CUTTING. If you hurt yourself, and endanger yourself even if you have no reason... Well, that's a behaviour you have to stop, isn't it?

[Sor3]

i know what you mean, dont worry, i did the same, its kinda like an addiction reaction in a way, but it goes

[Mike321]

I feel like this most of the time, and I did pretty much the same thing last week, just went and cut for no real reason, then get annoyed with myself for doing it. I dont know, its a strange feeling.
And your not a failure, we are all here to help you