Tired of this shit.

[Firemisson]

I tired of acting like I'm happy everyday. I'm tired of being alone, secluding myself from the world. Not giving a F*ck about anything because of the situation I'm in. I'm tired of fake friends. Tired of knowing that there's no one there for you when your feeling down. Tired of caring for others when they don't care about you. Idk what to do anymore. Id rather be dead then to go another day feeling alone. There's nothing on this world for me. But I'm not going to be retarded and weak and kill myself, Because I'm stronger than that. Death should stop talking his time and take me. I'm tired of this world.
I'm losing faith living like this. All i have really is Eminems songs he keeps me calm and gets me through another day. -_-

[PoseidonX43]

think abot the positive things in ur life, not the negitive things, it worked for me it mite work for u, and i think u should find a friend to talk to and vent ur feelings to, if u keep it bottled up its only goin to hurt more and more, remember who ur true friends are. i hope everything will go ok :) i hope i was helpful

[Firemisson]

think abot the positive things in ur life, not the negitive things, it worked for me it mite work for u, and i think u should find a friend to talk to and vent ur feelings to, if u keep it bottled up its only goin to hurt more and more, remember who ur true friends are. i hope everything will go ok :) i hope i was helpful

I don't have true friends.

[Skeptical Bear]

I was never really good at making friends and I couldn't vent my self to someone. Still can't. Just fuck those people who hate and be strong, cuz mad people are fake and ignorant as hell in this world. Use VT to splatter your feelings all over this to help you. I know how hard it is to make "true" friends. Just hold your head up high. Easier said than done but try to be your self and fuck those "fake" people.

[redman]

start something new then like join a boy and girls club or a ymca if you have thouse were you live but try to make friends there true friends. You can never give up hope of trying. Life is like a rolicoaster u have you ups and downs

[closed]

Well, if you don't like your life - change it. :)
It is very possible, and the only thing to do. This is where you see that you are different from some *** out there who don't do a thing about their lifes. Stop pretending and start doing! you can do it. You know you can, and if you will need help everyone on vt will be here for you! You just need to change the shape of your life with your bare hands. Seek for friends. Turn people into your friends. Explore, Try new things. This is what will bring spirit of life and work into your life. And know, that everywhere you go, you have us behind your back, to help you in the time of need, whether you think it's important or not. Do everything except of doing nothing :)

If you ever want to talk, or do anyyything in the world - speak to me. I've got my msn and email on my page, or just send me a pm or vm :hug: we are all here for you

[DrkZ90]

I might not be of much help (useless as always), but I can say I know exactly how you feel, because it's the same for me... the only difference is you're strong and determined to not kill yourself, something I lack.

I'm here for you if you need me, dunno how helpful I can be (if at all).