MadManWithaBox
January 12th, 2011, 03:45 PM
She felt alone
She felt desperate
She felt lonely and abandoned
She joked with her friends
She sang with her voice
She went through all the motions of a normal life
But inside her soul
She was lonely
So desperately lonely
So very very alone.
And she couldn't bear it.
No-one saw her at all, not really.
Not the real her, the one she concealed behind her cheap smiles and easy laughs
She kept the act up for their sakes
To allow to keep their illusions
Made everyones life easier
Once she entered her room, and closed the door.
She crossed over into her own world
and allowed the tears to escape from her eyes
Her boyfriend, her family, her best friends.
They tried. But they just couldn't understand.
They couldn't enter her world.
Physical Pain was the only outlet for her distress and fear
Her empty stomach her repentance
A thin body would be her reward
Ending it would be a possible side effect
She'd do anything to end the loneliness
Even if that meant to stop the beating of her heart.
She wanted it.
She desired it.
She craved it.
She wanted to sleep, the eternal slumber
She just wanted it to end
She trapped herself in her own world, and their was only one way out
Good bye........
She felt desperate
She felt lonely and abandoned
She joked with her friends
She sang with her voice
She went through all the motions of a normal life
But inside her soul
She was lonely
So desperately lonely
So very very alone.
And she couldn't bear it.
No-one saw her at all, not really.
Not the real her, the one she concealed behind her cheap smiles and easy laughs
She kept the act up for their sakes
To allow to keep their illusions
Made everyones life easier
Once she entered her room, and closed the door.
She crossed over into her own world
and allowed the tears to escape from her eyes
Her boyfriend, her family, her best friends.
They tried. But they just couldn't understand.
They couldn't enter her world.
Physical Pain was the only outlet for her distress and fear
Her empty stomach her repentance
A thin body would be her reward
Ending it would be a possible side effect
She'd do anything to end the loneliness
Even if that meant to stop the beating of her heart.
She wanted it.
She desired it.
She craved it.
She wanted to sleep, the eternal slumber
She just wanted it to end
She trapped herself in her own world, and their was only one way out
Good bye........