realy need help now

[allsoulsareblack]

i relly need help now i have started to cut again i dont no what the fuck to do any more i hate my collage course because they just keep fucking me of and not offering me jobs that there do to evry one else thhey just say im not as cleaver im 18 soon and my money will stop i tred to tell my pearnts but before i had chance they vented all they problems on me so i decided not to say out how long will it be now before they section me again what should i do i no i sound pathetic but ithink my depreson is geting worse plzz help i just realy low and u guys are the only ones i can talk to without feeling like im being juged

[Magenta]

Calm down. Do you need to talk? You can always message me. I will be online for another few hours. Take deep breaths. You're going to be okay and you can work through this. We're all here to support you. *BIG HUGS*

[allsoulsareblack]

thanx but i just want to cut deep to feel the pain in a way i dont want to but because the way i am i caint see any other option for me

[Stay]

Hello allsoulsareblack,

As Lim said, first just take some deep breaths and try to calm down. If you feel you're being treated unfairly talk to the Dean of your college or someone who is in charge. Relax, there's always ways of making some money in the real world. You might not become as rich as your parents are the first week you're 18, but it will come.

Here to help,
~Stay

[Magenta]

You don't need to cut. That's not your only option. Talk it through. Tell someone all the feeling you want to release through cutting or something like that. Let us know what you're thinking. We will listen. Drink a glass of water. It actually helps to ground you and your energy a little bit.

[allsoulsareblack]

i have said at collage but they make out im the one in the wrong and i lose my money when im 18 cus im fosterd im gunna listten to some music now hopefully that will calm me down thannx for helping

[Stay]

i have said at collage but they make out im the one in the wrong and i lose my money when im 18 cus im fosterd im gunna listten to some music now hopefully that will calm me down thannx for helping
Every gets a little stressed out from time to time, don't worry about it. Listen to some music and think about some ways you could turn everything around for the better.

[krissie_love]

i know how you feel. i know thats a terriable line to start with but i kindda do. thats the way i solved all my problems, i got depressed and i cut. if you ever need to talk to someone you can always message me if you want to.

[allsoulsareblack]

i caint think of a way to turn my life around im just pathetic i have tried evry thing u all said but there no one to tell my pearnts are in debt and have more prob dont want 2 wory them more

[Magenta]

Things will work out. Somehow. Keep hope with you and you'll find that your future will shape around that.

[Stay]

i caint think of a way to turn my life around im just pathetic i have tried evry thing u all said but there no one to tell my pearnts are in debt and have more prob dont want 2 wory them more
Don't give up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gG50h6ajBDg

[allsoulsareblack]

i just feel like ending it all now if i dont i will talk 2 someone tomoz u are helpin but i just feel so shit

[Stay]

i just feel like ending it all now if i dont i will talk 2 someone tomoz u are helpin but i just feel so shit
Try and get some sleep, man. You might feel better in the morning.

[allsoulsareblack]

thanx guy i feel a little better now i just had a sig im off to bed now if i have anyprobbz tomoz i will chat to u nite